|
The
year was 1960. The world had yet to hear of the Beatles. John
Lennon, Paul McCartney, George Harrison and Stuart Sutcliffe sat around a
cheap laminated table in the Seaman’s Mission, wolfing down heaping bowls
of corn flakes. It was early in the afternoon on an uncharacteristically
warm day in Hamburg, Germany. The lads had just rolled out of bed a short
time earlier after playing nearly the entire previous night in the seedy
club where they were employed. Little conversation interrupted their meal,
famished as they were. Their appearance was not impressive. Not one had
bothered to run a comb through his hair, and a day’s growth of whiskers
shadowed their gaunt features; some more than others, depending on age and
maturity. Scruffy blue jeans and not quite white t-shirts completed the
look. Barely
noticed, another young man similar in appearance entered the diner and made
his way to the table. He pulled up a chair and plopped himself down on it
backwards, so his arms rested on the back. “Guess
wha’ happ’ned to Derry’s drummer?” the normally reticent boy, Pete
Best, asked. “What?”
Paul replied, disinterested. “German
teds beat the shite outta ‘im,” Pete said. “He’s in hospital.” This
bit of news got their attention. They all looked up from their bowls, the
cereal momentarily forgotten. “Where’d
y’hear that?” John challenged. “I
jus’ ran into ol’ Derry ‘imself,” Pete said. “Said they ganged up
on ‘im in an alley.” Stu,
looking nervous, asked, “Did they rob ‘im?” “Dunno,”
Pete said. “How
bad?” Stu again. “They
beat ‘im to a bloody pulp.” “Why?”
George, his brown eyes wide in his thin face, was afraid of the answer, as
they all were. “You
know why,” John said, resuming his meal. The
boys all looked at John. In fact, they did know. And the thought terrified
them. There had been rumblings in the St. Pauli district, the sleazy section
of Hamburg they inhabited, that the arrival of English pop bands posed a
threat to the tough German gang members who considered it their turf. Simply
put, the musicians were fast becoming popular with the female population and
the Germans were jealous of the attention they were getting. Veiled threats
had reverberated through the distric,t but this was the first known instance
of actual violence. It was not a good omen. “We
don’t really know that’s it,” Paul stated dismissively. “We
don’t know it isn’t,” Stu argued. “He
could’ve mouthed off at ‘em,” Paul said. “Could’ve,”
Pete said. “Or not.” The drummer rose to procure his own bowl of corn
flakes. Spoons
clanked against bowls as the lads resumed eating, thoughtful of the recent
turn of events. John, the erstwhile leader of the motley group, waited until
Pete returned to speak again. “Right,
then,” he announced. “From now on, no one goes alone. ‘Specially at
night. They won’t bother us if we stay in groups.” “Come
on, John,” Paul said with a smirk. “D’ye honestly think lit’l Stu
here is gonna protect me – or anyone else – from the big bad Germans?”
Paul was alluding to the fact that Stuart was the slightest member of the
band and the least street wise. Stu
rolled his eyes impatiently. “That’s not what he’s sayin’ a’tall.” “No,
Paulie, I’m sayin’ you’re gonna protect him,” John said. Stu,
suddenly defensive, remarked, “I don’t need protectin’.” “Sure,”
Paul chuckled. “He’s
got his fraulein to keep him safe,” Pete chided with a sly grin. “Lay
off, Pete,” Stu retorted. “Get
stuffed, all of ye,” John ordered, giving them a warning glare. “Don’t
go wandrin’ about by yerselves… that’s all.” “John’s
right,” George said. “They might be ooking’ for easy targets.” “Like
skinny 17 year old boys from Liverpool?” Paul taunted, laughing. George
blushed in spite of himself, ducking his face down in a transparent attempt
to hide his embarrassment. No amount of teasing about his age ever thickened
his skin enough to avoid the humiliation he always felt. Even though Paul
was less than a year older, George was still the youngest, and – except
for Stu – the slightest, and they never let him forget it. “I may be
skinny but I’ll bloody you.” “You’re
daft,” Paul laughed. “I could shatter you in my sleep.” “Knock
it off, Macca,” John said, uncharacteristically serious. “Me?
He just threatened me!” Paul was indignant. “You
started it!” George retorted. “I was only—“ “Shurrup,
both of ye,” John interrupted. Paul
snorted. “That’s it, I’m done,” he said in disgust, rising. He
wasn’t about to sit around and get into a debate with John. He strode
purposefully out of the mission into the bright sunlight outside. “What’s
got into him?” Pete asked. “Maybe
he struck out last night,” George speculated with a smirk. “God
help us if Macca didn’t get his nightly shag,” Stu said sarcastically. “It’s
not him you need to be worryin’ about!” John ranted. “Ain’t ye heard
a word I said?” He too started to rise. He fished a pack of cigarettes out
of his pocket and extracted one. “I meant what I said. Don’t forget
it,” he told the three remaining band members, who only stared at him in
surprise. Lennon stalked out of the mission. “What
the hell’s the matter with everyone?” Pete grumbled. “John’s
really worried,” George said quietly. “And
if John’s worried,” Stu said, “…then we should be, too.” The
three slowly got up and left. *** “…some
fun toni-hi-hight!” Paul screamed hoarsely into the microphone as the band
played the final few notes and ended together on a decisive chord. The
moderate crowd dispersed from the dance floor amid the applause of only a
handful of patrons. Paul looped his bass strap over his head and set the
instrument down, simultaneously casing the crowd for a likely conquest.
John, George and Stu followed suit as Pete climbed out from behind his kit.
They were soaked in sweat as they stepped down to take a break. Astrid and
Klaus sat waiting at a table by the wall. The
boys all lit up cigarettes as soon as they took their seats, adding to the
smoky haze that already hung heavily in the air. Pete pulled out his last
cigarette and frowned as he stuck it between his lips. A waitress appeared
with a tray full of lagers and a small dish of blue pills. She set them down
and the boys descended on the beverages hungrily. John delicately placed the
small dish in the middle of the table. No words were said as Paul, George
and Stu plucked a couple of pills each from it. They washed them down with
gulps of beer. Stu
took a seat next to Astrid and she looped her arm in his, smiling
contentedly. “You vere vonderful,” she said in his ear. “Not
me. Them,” he said back, close to her ear so only she could hear. “I
sink you vere,” she murmured back. “Not
as wonderful as you,” Stu whispered, nuzzling her ear. “Hey,
none of tha’ now,” John scolded good-naturedly. “No
fair havin’ cake in front of those who don’ have any,” George said,
smiling crookedly. “Oh
my Georgie, you could have any – what you say, tart? – you want,
Liebliches Kind,” Astrid cooed, stroking George’s jaw with her well
manicured nails. George
smiled, embarrassed, but secretly delighted. “Oh,
George,” John mimicked in a high feminine voice. “Can I be your tart,
please?” He batted his eyes flirtatiously. “No,
me!” Paul said, his voice even higher. “Pick me!” He pushed John aside
and grabbed George’s arm. George promptly shrugged him off. The hard
feelings from earlier had dissipated, as they always did. George
took a long swig of his beer to assuage his sudden discomfort at being the
object of more teasing. This time it was worth it, though. Astrid had
touched him. “I
hate to break up this orgy but I’m outta ciggies,” Pete said, standing.
“I’ll be back.” “See
that you are, son,” John said. “We’re back on in 10.” “Don’t
worry,” Pete said. “Hey!”
George called. “What?” “You
aren’t goin’ out thur alone?” Pete
shrugged. John
seemed to suddenly remember his own earlier admonition. “Bollocks. One
o’ ye go with ‘im.” John’s command left no doubt that he
would not be the one leaving his seat. “Well
I’m not goin’,” Paul said, having caught a glimpse of a lovely German
lass who was throwing meaningful glances his way. With a jaunty smile, Paul
stood and approached the girl. Astrid
clung to Stu a little tighter. Stu looked at George and raised his eyebrows
pleadingly. “I’ll
go with ye,” George sighed, reluctant to give up his coveted seat next to
Astrid in order to chaperone Pete back to the theater. “Hurry
up, then,” Pete urged. George
drained his beer and got up, following Pete out the back door of the club
and into the alley. *** Across
the nightclub, four young German men had watched with interest as the
beautiful blonde German woman snuggled closely to one of the musicians.
Their malice grew as the musician nuzzled her ear. One of the men actually
turned and spat on the floor. “Betrachten
sie das,” one alerted the others. Look at that. They
continued to watch with growing hatred. The English musicians were being
treated like princes and it consumed them with jealousy. The blonde woman
spoke lovingly to the boy on the other side of her, raising her hand to
caress his jawline with affection. One
of them stood up to go somewhere. The Germans eyed one another knowingly.
This might be their chance to catch one of them alone. Although, they had
not witnessed this particular one doing anything egregious, he was still one
of them. He’d do. “Er
ist das ein,” the apparent leader, a ruddy-faced man with reddish blond
hair, said. He is the one. They
then saw the black-haired one rise and saunter over to a fair young woman
whose body language left no doubt what she had in mind. This only fueled
their resolve. “Aussehen,
er verlassen,” another one said excitedly. Look,
he’s leaving. The
leader nodded and smiled. Yes, he was indeed leaving. But wait, he was being
stopped. The musician with the pompadour stopped to chat for a moment.
Perhaps he was not leaving after all. But a moment later, the slight,
young-looking one rose and followed the first one towards the exit. He was
leaving, after all, but he was not alone. It would not be as easy. “Vielleicht
sollen wir aufheben,” another of the minions suggested. Maybe
we should abandon our plans this time. “Lächerlich,”
the leader laughed. “Es wird leicht sein. Der ist mager. Er wird keine
Schwierigkeit sein.” Ridiculous. It will be easy.
That one is puny. He will cause no trouble. “Sie
sind richtig,” the others agreed. You’re right. They quickly
drained their pints and stood to action, fueled by alcohol, hormones and
jealousy. “Sie
wissen was zu machen,” the blond boy told his troops. You
know what to do. Nodding
and smiling, the boys postured, pounding their fists into their palms and
jutting out their chests. Energized, they fled the club to await their
quarry. Pete
and George entered the dank accommodations they called “the pit,” their
home away from home while working in Hamburg. It was an old unused series of
dressing rooms backstage in a dilapidated theater called the Bambi Kino.
The set up consisted of three rooms; a larger front room with a small
window and overhead light, and two smaller rooms down the corridor that were
perpetually dark, as they were not wired for lighting. John, George and Stu
had quickly claimed the first room before Paul and Pete could get their dibs
in. This left them with the two less desirable dark rooms down the hallway. George
lingered in the hallway, waiting for Pete to scrounge up a pack of smokes in
the dark. “You’d better hurry,” he said laconically. “Bruno’ll be
havin’ a fit if we’re not back on soon.” “Bruno
can get stuffed,” Pete replied. George
heard the sounds of rustling as Pete continued to search. He hoped Pete
would find them soon, because he was craving a smoke himself. Plus, he did
not want to incur the wrath of either Bruno or John if they were slow
getting back. “Found
‘em!” Pete announced triumphantly. He emerged from the room, tapping one
from the pack. With a mischievous smile, George reached out and plucked it
from the pack before Pete could. He stuck it between
his lips before Pete could grab it back. “Swine,”
Pete muttered. George
followed the older boy down the stairs and out into the damp Hamburg night.
They stepped quickly, mindful of the time that had elapsed. “Let’s
cut through ‘ere,” Pete said, turning from the well lighted main drag,
populated with sailors, prostitutes and the merely curious, and into an
alley that would lead them almost directly to the stage door of the
Kaiserkeller. “Cor,
it’s dark in ‘ere,” George commented as he slowed, afraid of tripping.
He could not see the ground in front of him. “Afraid
of the dark, Georgie?” Pete teased. “Course
not.” Pete
grinned to himself. His smile abruptly left his face a few paces farther.
Out of the darkness stepped several shadowy figures to block their path.
Pete stopped and George drew up beside him. A
sudden jolt of fear coursed through George. He took a long, deep drag from
his cigarette, both to calm his nerves and, he hoped, to appear unconcerned.
His childhood in the poor part of Liverpool had taught him a few things. “Umgeben
Sie sie,” one said, and the strangers began to form a circle around
the two musicians. Surround them. Pete
smiled amiably and raised his hands in a conciliatory gesture. “We don’t
want any trouble,” he said softly. The
apparent leader, who was about Pete’s size, sidled up to the drummer.
George continued sucking on his cigarette as if his life depended on it. He
hoped that it was too dark for anyone to see him trembling, but the shaking
of the glowing ember on the end of his cigarette gave him away. The
youth said a few things in German, eliciting various reactions from his
friends ranging from head nodding to laughter. “You…peedles?”
the leader said to the amusement of the other toughs. They laughed at the
slang for the male genitalia that the name “Beatles” so closely
resembled. “Beatles,”
George said indignantly. Pete shot him a look of warning. The
boy smiled. “Peedles.” He made an obscene gesture and the others
laughed. “We’ll
just be on our way,” Pete tried again, and made a move as if to slip past
them and indeed be on his way. “Ergreifen
Sie ihn!” Grab him! An
unseen youth behind Pete lunged forward and grabbed the drummer, pulling his
arms behind his back. The boy in front of him landed a hard punch to
Pete’s left jaw, snapping his head to the side. “Hey!”
George cried, his fear temporarily pushed aside. He almost tossed his
cigarette down, then changed his mind. He thrust the lit end towards the
face of Pete’s restrainer, touching the delicate flesh of the boy’s
cheek. “Ach!”
the boy cried, releasing Pete’s arms. “Run!”
Pete commanded, turning and sprinting away, followed by George and the angry
Germans. The
two Beatles quickly reached the crowded street, ducking and dodging through
the tipsy revelers in their attempt to lose the thugs. They ran for several
blocks, drawing angry glares from the passersby they bumped and jostled
along the way. George kept Pete in sight ahead of him while occasionally
glancing back to see if the Germans were still following. He almost did not
see Pete turn abruptly down a side street. “George!” George
looked around frantically before he spotted Pete waving to him. Keeping his
head down, he burrowed through the crowd and joined his bandmate. They
flattened themselves against a brick wall and tried to catch their breath.
The two stood silent for a couple of minutes, unsure if they were out of
danger or not. “Cor,
that was close,” Pete panted finally. “Too
close,” George said breathlessly. He closed his eyes and leaned back. He
could hear his pulse pounding fast and strong in his ears. Visions of
Derry’s battered drummer swam through his mind. That could’ve been
us! Although never one to
back away from a confrontation, George had been spooked mightily by this
episode. They’d been outnumbered, certainly, and the atmosphere of the
Reeperbahn made the situation feel more menacing than his familiar
neighborhood back home. He swiped his leather-jacketed sleeve across his
forehead. Pete,
calmer now, studied his friend, who was still shaking. “You all right,
mate?” “Sure,”
George said with as much confidence as he could muster. He forced a smile.
“We got away, didn’t we?” “Yeah,”
Pete muttered. “This time.” George
said nothing. They stood a minute longer before Pete said, “Thanks, by the
way.” “Are
you hurt?” George asked. “Nah,
just sore.” Pete rubbed his jaw. “Not as bad as the other bloke I’ll
bet.” He smiled at George. “That must’ve smarted, what you did.” George
smiled in satisfaction. He was rather pleased with himself. “We’d
better go,” he said. “They’ll be wonderin’ where we are.” “Right.” *** “Where
the fuck are they?” Lennon asked caustically. He caught Bruno’s
disapproving eye from across the club. The band needed to get back on stage. “P’raps
they got an offer they couldn’t refuse,” Stu speculated, waggling his
eyebrows. “Speaking
of,” John said, pointedly looking Paul’s way. The bassist was making
good time with the fetching lass he had zeroed in on. She sat on a bar stool
with her knees apart, her chest thrust towards Paul, and he occupied the
space between her legs, his arm draped across her shoulder. She licked her
lips suggestively as she gazed up adoringly into his boyish face. John, Stu
and Astrid watched, amused, as Paul bent to kiss the girl passionately. She
threw her arms around his neck and his hands roamed up and down her sides,
drawing indecently close to her breasts, which strained against the tight
sweater she wore. “I
vonder if she speaks English,” Astrid mused. “Who
cares?” Stu said. “They don’t need words for what they’re up to.” “Watch
this,” John said, a gleam in his eye. He stood and picked up the beer Pete
had left. John sauntered over to the amorous couple and snuck up behind
Paul, whose attention was focused solely on the girl. He poured the beer on
the back of Paul’s neck, causing him to jump back in shock, almost
knocking the girl off her stool. Several nearby patrons chuckled. “Bloody…!”
Paul sputtered, whirling to face John, who only smiled gleefully. “I’ll
shatter ye, Lennon!” Paul threatened. “Let’s
see you try, son,” John answered, his eyes glinting. “Fine,
let’s take it out back!” Paul challenged. “Ready
when you are, mate,” John answered. A
beefy hand came down on Paul’s shoulder. He flinched, and turned to see
the face of Horst, the bouncer. “You jungen haffing a problem?” “No,
course not, Horst,” Paul answered with a smile. “Nein,”
John agreed pleasantly. “Not us.” “Bruno
vants you back on stage,” Horst said in a tone that brooked no argument.
“Jetzt.” “Right.”
Paul smiled and turned back to the girl, who had watched the confrontation,
wide-eyed. He moved in close to her and whispered a few things and she
nodded. Paul
joined John as if nothing had happened. “Pete and George’re back?” “No
but we’ll start without ‘em,” John said, moving through the audience
toward the stage. “But
how?” Paul asked, stopping in his tracks. “Easy.
You’re on drums.” John secretly delighted in assigning Paul to Pete’s
job. Paul
frowned. Although a competent drummer, he did not enjoy being tucked away
behind a drum set. He preferred being up front, singing and making eyes at
the girls. Besides, that would leave Stu alone on bass and Paul could not
stand Stu’s incompetence on the instrument. Blast George and Pete for
causing this, anyway! Paul
reluctantly took his place on the stool behind the drum kit while John and
Stu readied themselves in front. They launched into an easy number,
“Ain’t She Sweet.” They sounded like shite, Paul thought. *** Pete
and George walked warily back towards the Kaiserkeller, keeping a constant
eye out for the German gang. “I
hope you remember your ciggies tomorrow night,” George joked. Pete
pulled the pack from his pocket and offered one to George. “Maybe tomorrow
they’ll be after the Hurricanes,” he said, “and forget about us ‘peedles’.” George
chuckled and lit his cigarette, inhaling deeply. Pete
suddenly stopped. “Shit.” George
let his gaze wander to where Pete was looking. There were the four German
toughs, standing in a circle and conferring among themselves. He felt the
blood drain from his face. “Come
on,” Pete said quietly, grabbing George’s arm and pulling him into
another alley. “Not
in the alley!” George argued. “If we stay out on the street they’ll
leave us alone!” “How
d’you know? Seems to me they’re intent on getting us anywhere they
can.” “They
won’t bust us up in front of the whole crowd,” George asserted. “Do
you want to take the chance?” Pete asked. The
red haired boy turned and spotted the two. “Dort sind sie!” He yelled,
gaining the others’ attention. There they are! “Fuck,”
Pete uttered. “Not again.” “Run!”
George cried, throwing down his cigarette. The lads took off down the alley
at a dead sprint, followed closely by the Germans. They
emerged on a back street and ran in an unfamiliar direction. The Germans
were gaining on them. George and Pete made another few turns to try to lose
their pursuers, but without success. The Teds were too determined to be
ditched that easily. “Down
here!” Pete wheezed, winded from running and fear. They
bolted down the dark pathway and stopped abruptly. They’d met a dead end.
Tall brick buildings bordered both sides while a ten foot high wooden fence
closed off the end. Sounds of running water and clanging dishes could be
heard from the kitchen area of an establishment in one of the buildings.
Flimsy cardboard boxes formed an irregular pile against the fence. A single
light suspended from one corner of a building provided the only
illumination. Pete and George whirled around, assessing their options, which
at the moment seemed few. “Did
they follow us?” Pete whispered. “I
don’t see them,” George said. “Wait, I hear something.” Both
boys stood stock still and listened. They heard the sounds of the Germans’
boots pounding against the cobblestone.
George and Pete stared behind them, horrified to see the predators
appear at the entrance to the alley. “Come
on!” Pete urged. He grabbed a metal trashcan lying on its side and set it
upside down on the pavement in front of the high fence. The ruckus caught
the Germans’ attention. “Erhalten
Sie sie!” Get them! Pete
scampered up onto the rickety can and bent his knees, preparing to pounce. “Hurry
up!” George begged, his voice two pitches higher than usual. Pete
jumped powerfully, the force sending the can toppling over. He managed to
grasp the top of the fence and scrambled to propel himself up and over. In
a blind panic, his mouth dry and his pulse racing, George righted the trash
can and climbed onto it, his shaking legs nearly toppling the unstable
platform. He jumped once, missing the top of the fence and nearly crashing
back to the ground. Miraculously, he managed to land on the can and teetered
for a moment before regaining his balance. He crouched to try again, leaping
with all his might. His fingers hooked over the top of the fence and his
toes scrabbled against the wood as he tried to gain purchase. Every tendon
and muscle in his forearms screamed in protest as he strained to pull
himself upward. Then an iron grip clamped onto his right ankle and pulled. “No!”
George instinctively cried, kicking and trying to dislodge it. He inched
downward, still holding on with all his might. “Pete!” Another
grip took hold of his left ankle and gave a hard jerk. George lost his hold
on the fence and tumbled down, his ribs painfully striking the edge of the
trash can and tipping it over as he fell. “Stehen
Sie auf!” Get up! Hands
roughly grabbed George’s arms and hauled him to his feet. Just as Pete’s
arms had been before, George’s were restrained behind him, leaving him
vulnerable. “Er
schüttelt,” the boy holding him said, and they all laughed cruelly. He’s
shaking. “Sind
Sie erschrocken?” the leader asked, standing very close to George’s
face. Are you scared? The
single light fixture was behind the boy’s head, casting his face in dark
shadows. George could only look at him in bewilderment, not daring to answer
yes or no, for fear he’d make the wrong choice. He struggled to calm his
trembling. The
leader said something to the others and they nodded, smiling menacingly. He
stepped even closer to George, his hot, rancid breath in the guitarist’s
face. “Sprechen Sie Deutsch?” Spit sprayed from his mouth into
George’s face, making him cringe. George
shook his head. This phrase he knew. No, he did not speak German.
Unfortunately. “Sie
sind hübsch,” he crooned, drawing the back of his hand tenderly down the
side of George’s face, in an imitation of Astrid’s gesture back at the
club. You’re pretty. The other boys cackled in delight at their
leader’s antics and at the confused and scared expression on their
quarry’s face. God,
just beat me up and get it over with, George
thought. He blinked rapidly, giving away his nervousness. The
leader stared at George for a long moment. With lightning speed, the same
hand that had so gently caressed George’s face a minute ago, backhanded
him sharply across his cheekbone. “Haben Sie keine Weisen? Sie sind
angenommen, vielen Dank zu sagen,” the youth seethed. Have
you no manners? You’re supposed to say thank you. His
face stinging, George raised his eyes to meet his tormenter’s. The
leader shook his head and stepped back. “Er ist noch zu hübsch.” He’s
still too pretty. The
others nodded in agreement. One of them said, “Ich werde ihn reparieren.”
I will fix him. “Gehen
Sie voraus.” Go ahead. The
other boy approached George with a look of happy anticipation. George saw
him draw his fist back and he struggled to get free, but the one holding him
only tightened his grip. Pain exploded in the middle of his face as the
boy’s fist smashed against it. George gasped in shock, vaguely aware of
snickering and much chattering in German. Had he not been held he would have
collapsed to the ground. He felt a flood of warmth ooze over his mouth and
chin. Blood. He
opened his eyes but could not focus. Images split in two and re-emerged into
one. There were four boys, then eight, then four again, all out of focus.
The metallic taste of his own blood filled his mouth, and he yearned to
spit. Before he knew it, another blow came, this time to his mouth. His head
wrenched to the side and he was in no hurry to straighten it. Please
let this be all. No
longer knowing, or caring, who was throwing the punches, George sagged in
the arms of the boy who held him. A fist landed squarely in his stomach, the
force driving bloody spittle from his mouth and knocking the wind from him.
Two more blows followed in quick succession and George thought he was going
to vomit. He was released to topple onto the ground face first. He broke his
fall with his hand, scraping the skin off his palm. As he crouched on his
hands and knees, struggling to draw in a breath, a boot connected with his
side, and he collapsed the rest of the way to the damp cobblestones. George
protectively wrapped his arms around his middle and huddled against a second
kick, which caught him in the flank. An involuntary grunt escaped his
bloodied lips. He was dizzy with pain and the inability to take a deep
enough breath to satiate his oxygen starved brain. He began to wonder if
they were going to beat him to death. He
felt his right arm wrenched away from his body and a tremendous weight
placed on it, just above his wrist, crushing it excruciatingly against the
pavement. “Stomp
auf seiner hand,” someone said. Stomp on his
hand. George
gasped in pain and horror. “No!” He was sure his arm was breaking; it
had to be. He blinked an image into focus, of a boot planted squarely on his
thin arm. He tried to free it but the force was too strong. Someone was
standing on his arm. Then,
suddenly, miraculously, the pressure disappeared and the gang members
scattered. All he heard now was the ringing in his ears. He had no idea that
a door had opened twenty feet away and a dishwasher had stepped out to dump
a pail of dirty water into the alleyway. He paid scant attention to the gang
of youths running down the alleyway and he did not notice the figure on the
ground. George
dragged his maimed arm in closer to his body again as he lay on his side,
his knees drawn up, his head scraping against the rough stones with each
movement. Any thoughts of running away were quickly dismissed. He could
concentrate only on breathing, which caused sharp stabbing pains in his
sides and belly. He spat, but the taste of blood remained. His nose and
mouth throbbed. A rush of warmth invaded his arm and his fingers felt
alternately tingly and numb. He could do nothing but lie there. *** Pete
fell for what seemed an eternity before landing hard on his feet, pain
shooting up through his ankles and into his knees. The drop on the other
side of the fence was apparently a bit longer than the ten feet the fence
appeared from the alley. He grimaced a few seconds until the pain lessened,
then he stood and moved out of the way. George would be launching over at
any second, and, even as skinny as the kid was, Pete had no desire to be his
landing cushion. But
instead of seeing George, he heard a muffled shout of “Pete!” “Oh
no…no. Come on, George,” Pete mumbled, staring up hopefully at the top
of the fence. A full minute passed. Pete walked in circles, confused as to
what to do. “Shit,” he said, over and over. He looked around at his
surroundings. He had no idea where he was or how to get back to where he’d
left George. It was apparent now, though, that he’d have to find his way
back. George had not made it. Pete
would not let himself think of the myriad ways they might have beaten,
tortured, or mutilated his friend. He would only think of trying to get back
to him. He’d deal with the situation when he found him. Knowing George,
the wiry guitarist had managed to slip away before they got too many licks
in. In fact, they’d all have a laugh later, when Pete finally returned to
the club, only to find George, smiling and asking what took him so long.
Yeah, that’s what would happen. Pete
walked in a direction that seemed the most logical, though he had no idea if
he was going the right way to end up back where George might be. He tapped a
cigarette out of his pack and lit it, aware that the damn cigarettes had
caused all this in the first place. *** John,
Paul and Stu continued to limp through another set, crippled by their lack
of two critical band members. Paul put in a minimal effort, his resentment
at getting stuck on drums growing with each number. Stu struggled to play
the right notes. John aped it up onstage, singing in funny accents and
voices, contorting his body to comic effect, and spending extra time on
between-song chatter. After
a particularly painful rendition of “All Shook Up,” Bruno motioned the
trio off the stage. John set his guitar down roughly and made a bee-line for
their table, where Astrid and Klaus sat waiting. Paul and Stu followed more
slowly, not anxious for the lecture they were sure was coming from the
bombastic German club owner. “Vhat
eez dees?” he asked, gesturing wildly. “I hire five musicians, not sree!
I pay you for five musicians!” He waved his hand, all five fingers
outstretched. “They’ll
be back,” John answered calmly, taking a swig of beer. “Vhere
are zhey? Out haffing sex?” Bruno’s face was red. “I do not pay zhem
to haf sex!” “Who
do you pay for sex, then?” John asked glibly. “Bet you have to
pay a lot.” “You
laugh now,” Bruno scolded. “You von’t laugh vhen you don’t get
paid!” He stomped away angrily. “Fuckin’
Best,” Lennon muttered. “What
about George?” Paul asked. “He’s late too.” He shook his head in
disgust. “Nah,
George wouldn’t stand us up,” Stu opined. “Maybe something’s
wrong.” “All
that’s wrong is that ever since little Georgie lost his – finally –
that’s all he ever thinks about,” Paul said. “Look
who’s talkin’!” John crowed. “At
least I take care of me obligations first!” Paul defended himself. “And
I don’t leave me mates high and dry.” “Oh
I can think of a few times,” John said. “There was that time you were
late to the Jac ‘cos you were shaggin’ Dot… and the time you were late
to the Angel because you were shaggin’…” “I
wasn’t that late,” Paul protested, smiling smugly. “True,
you’re a quick artist… least that’s what the birds say.” “Fuck
off, Lennon. You’re jealous.” “Oh
yeah, fuck me, I’m jealous of baby face here.” Stu,
Astrid and Klaus smiled, enjoying the verbal sparring between the two
competitive friends. “Do
you really sink Bruno von’t pay you?” Astrid asked. “He’d
better not fuckin’ try,” John said. “Maybe
ve should go back to ze kino and try to find zhem,” Astrid suggested to
Stu. “Nah,”
Stu said. “They’ll be here any minute.” *** After
wandering around for what seemed an hour, but in reality was only 15-20
minutes, Pete spotted a familiar landmark, a neon sign he’d noticed
earlier despite his and George’s frantic escape attempt. Pete looked
around and saw the entrance to the narrow alley they had entered. There! Hoping
upon hope he would not find George, Pete cautiously made his way down the
pathway. He startled when he stepped into a puddle, the cold water sloshing
up to his ankle. He heard a scratching noise and jerked his head, realizing
it was probably a rat. This place was giving him the spooks and he wished
only to find it empty so he could hightail it out of there and back to the
club. Up
ahead, a dark form was barely visible on the ground. Pete felt his heart
sink. No. He rushed forward and crouched next to the recumbent
figure, who was lying curled up facing away from the light. “George?” A
moan was his only response. “George?
Come on, it’s me.” He gently shook George’s shoulder. At least
he’s not dead! “Pete.”
The voice was weak but undoubtedly that of George. “Are
ye all right, mate?” George
did not reply. He squirmed a bit on the ground. “Come
on, we need to get back,” Pete said. “I’ll help you up.” He grasped
George’s arm. “No.” Pete
sighed. “Come on, you’ll be all right. I’ll help you.” “I…can’t.” “Sure
you can. I’ll help ye.” “No.”
Another moan. “Look,
I know you’re a bit banged up. But you’ll be all right. You need to get
up and moving, that’s all.” “I…can’t.” “George,”
Pete said more sternly. “Are your legs hurt?” A
pause, and then, “no.” “Good.
Then, as soon as I help you up, you’ll be fine. I promise.” Come
on, George! Pete
waited. When George did not relent, he took matters into his own hand.
“All right, let’s have you. Give me your arm.” He started to grab
George’s right arm, eliciting a sharp gasp from the boy. “Not…that
one.” George panted through his pain. “Okay,
the other one, then.” Pete repositioned himself to use George’s left
arm. He kneeled and braced George’s back with one arm, while gently
pulling him into a sitting position. George whimpered throughout the painful
maneuver. Once he got George sitting up, he gave him a few moments to
recover before the next step. Though the light was dim, he could clearly see
the dark stains of blood on George’s face and t-shirt. “Right,
then. Bend your knees. I’m goin’ to stand you up.” Pete looped
George’s left arm around his neck and encircled George’s waist with his
other arm. He took a deep breath and hoisted. “Aaahhhhhhhh,”
George cried out. “Ohh…ah…ah…sh…ff…” “Come
on!” Pete cajoled. George’s legs threatened to buckle underneath him and
Pete bore most of his weight. “Fuckin…hurts!”
George protested, his voice high and strained. “I’ve
got ye. Come on, just walk.” Pete gently nudged George forward and almost
lost his balance when George’s legs gave out. “Christ, George. You
almost took us both to the mat!” “S-sorry,”
George slurred. His breathing became uneven, the uncontrolled sharp intakes
a dead giveaway: he was crying. Pete
felt a rush of sympathy, yet he did not want to let on that he noticed. That
would only add insult to injury. Best to let George retain a smidgen of
dignity. He resolved, however, to be more patient. The
walk back to the Bambi Kino was slow and arduous. Pete was forced to stop
twice to let George sit and catch his breath. George would sit hunched over,
his left arm bracing his side, his right arm lying limp in his lap. With his
head bent forward, Pete was unable to get a good look at his face, but he
was pretty sure George had taken a beating there too. He was audibly
breathing solely through his mouth, so Pete surmised he had gotten his nose
punched, maybe even broken. Pete
had to gently coax George back to standing and walking each time; otherwise
he thought George would gladly curl up on the sidewalk and pass out. After
what seemed an eternity, they reached the entrance to their sleeping
quarters. The last hurdle was getting George up the stairs. Pete was
exhausted and drenched in sweat by this time. The adrenaline of earlier had
long worn off and he longed for relief. But he did not dare go back to he
club and let on what had happened. No, he’d have to hedge as much as he
could. Pete
hoisted George up one step at a time. George had stopped talking by this
point, his only verbalizations being painful moans and groans. At the top of
the stairs, Pete switched on the overhead light and awkwardly shuffled his
load into the room. He positioned George in front of his saggy couch and
prepared to lower him down. “Okay, George…this is it. You can lie down
now.” Pete
tried to lower George slowly but he was too limp and dropped to the creaky
cushions with a painful grunt. Pete almost collapsed on top of him. Raising
up, he winced as he got a good look at George in the light. The
teen lay there panting shallowly. He stared blankly up at Pete. His face was
pale under the dried blood that crusted across his mouth and chin. One eye
was turning dark purple, as was the bridge of his nose. His bottom lip was
swollen and split. An angry abrasion marred his cheek and forehead. He
cradled his right arm in his left hand. Blood stained the front of his white
t-shirt. “Cor,
they got you good, mate.” Pete stood a minute, unsure what to do. He
finally picked up the Union Jack flag the boys had been using as a makeshift
blanket and draped it over George. “Hang on,” he said, disappearing down
the hall. He returned with a pathetic looking pillow from his own bed. Pete
gently cradled George’s head as he stuffed the pillow underneath. He stood
back to admire his work. “You
look nice and comfy now,” he said. George moaned softly, his eyes drifting
shut. “I better get back to the club. Rest easy, now.” Relieved
to have gotten George back all right, Pete skipped back down the steps
lightly. He wasn’t sure how he was going to explain George’s absence.
He’d think of something. *** Paul
pounded out a steady, if unimaginative, beat, driving the music along. He
turned at the touch he felt on his shoulder. It was Pete. Paul happily
relinquished drumming duties to the errant drummer. John, hearing the
interruption in the beat, looked back to see Pete resuming his place in the
band. John looked around but there was no George. He had to return his
attention to the microphone. Paul
quickly stepped to the front of the stage and donned his favorite
instrument, the guitar. A smile crossed his face for the first time in an
hour. He was back where he belonged. He played enthusiastically, ad-libbing
some inventive guitar flourishes to the number. With Pete back drumming and
Paul putting forth an effort, the group sounded much more cohesive. The
song ended with a bang, and the crowd showed its appreciation with applause
and wolf whistles. John looked at Pete again, his expression questioning.
When Pete avoided his gaze, John abruptly called a break, even though they
were only halfway through a set. John loitered on stage until Pete stepped
down from his drums. He immediately sidled up to Pete. “Where’ve
you been? Where’s George?” he demanded. Pete
would not look him in the eye. “He’s not comin’ back tonight.” “Why
not?” John would not let Pete turn away. “He,
uh… he’s ill.” Pete looked everywhere but at Lennon. “He
was fine when he left.” “Well,
he’s not now.” “Where
were you? You were gone over an hour!” “Look,
I’m back, okay?” Pete retorted. “Mind your business.” “This
band is my business,” John seethed. “I’m the one who had Bruno
breathin’ down me neck!” “Sorry
‘bout that.” “So
where is George?” “He’s
back at the Kino. In bed.” “Alone?” “Yes,
he’s alone! He’s ill, I told you!” Pete turned his back on John and
pretended to adjust his cymbal. John
felt Pete was covering something up, but he didn’t know what or why. If
George was shaggin’ some bird, he couldn’t imagine Pete covering for
him. The two of them were not particularly tight. Then again, why would
George, who was perfectly fine earlier, suddenly be too ill to play? None of
it made sense. He stormed off the stage to the table. Stu,
Astrid and Klaus stopped talking when John plopped himself down. “John,
vhere ees George?” Astrid asked. “Pete
says he’s sick.” “Seeck?”
She shook her head. “But he vas fine!” John
shrugged. “I don’t know what’s goin on. Pete’s actin’ queer. What
else is new.” He took a long pull off his pint of beer. The whole fiasco
had ruined John’s mood for the night. “Perhaps
ve should check on him?” She suggested. She looked to Stu for his
thoughts. Now
Stu shrugged. “Pete says he’s sick, he’s sick. Probably took too many
prellies.” “He
took the same as you,” John argued. Astrid
backed off, for the time being. Although she had a funny sense that
something was amiss, she decided to place her trust in Stu’s judgment. *** Pete
knew John was suspicious of his excuses. As he watched from the stage, he
saw Stuart get up to go to the lavatory. Pete followed him. He
found Stu using the wall urinal. He leaned against the wall facing his
bandmate. Stu, annoyed at the intrusion, turned his shoulder to block
Pete’s view. “Stu,
I need your help,” the drummer said. “You
need my help? Sorry, mate.” Stu zipped up his jeans. “I can’t
even play the bass, let alone help you on the skins.” “Not
that kind of help.” Stu
looked at the drummer. This was highly unusual, indeed. He and Pete were not
particularly close, and Pete never acted needy of anyone’s help. If
nothing else, Stu was curious. “What,
then?” “You’re
good friends with John,” Pete stated. “Sure.
So?” “What’s
he gonna do when he finds out I lied to ‘im?” “You
lied to him?” Stu asked, incredulous. “How big a lie?” “Pretty
big,” Pete admitted. Stu
was intrigued. He wanted to know more. Maybe this had something to do with
Pete and George’s long disappearance. “Does this have to do with you
takin’ off this eve?” Pete
nodded, sheepish. “Yeah.” Stu
smiled. “Was she worth it?” “Who?” “Were
you shaggin’ some bird or what?” “No!
We…” “What?” “We
got jumped. Germans.” “No
lie?” Pete
shook his head. “You
look all right,” Stuart remarked. “I
am.” “Why
din’t you jus’ tell him to start with?” “Because…
I was afraid of what he’d do.” “About
what?” “Well,
George… he, uh, got it pretty bad.” Stu’s
eyes widened. “How’d that happen?” “It’s
a long story.” “You
were s’posed to look out for each other,” Stu accused. “I
did! I mean, I tried! I couldn’t help it. I got away and… he din’t.” Stu
shook his head in disgust and mentally vowed to not accompany Pete anywhere.
“How bad is he hurt?” “He’ll
be okay,” Pete answered uncertainly. “Well
if he’s hurt enough not to play he must be a lot worse than you!” Pete
shrugged. “You could say that.” “First
of all, you’d better ‘fess up straight away. Then maybe – maybe – he
won’t kill you.” Stu was thinking John probably would anyway. Pete
looked crestfallen. “Second
of all, I’m going to send Astrid and Klaus over to check on George.”
When Pete did not protest, Stu knew it was the right decision. “I
should’ve listened to her in the first place.” He finished drying his
hands and started to leave, stopping just before opening the door. “I
meant it. You’d better tell him.” Stu abruptly left, leaving Pete
staring at the closed door. He
wished the floor would open up and swallow him. *** Stu
was glad to find John away from the table when he returned. He slid into his
seat. “Stu,
vhat is going on?” Klaus asked. Stu
leaned forward on his elbows. “Look, I need a favor from you two.” Astrid
and Klaus exchanged glances. “Of course,” she said. “Vhat is it you
vant us to do?” “Go
to the Kino and look in on George.” “Vhy,
Stu?” Astrid said. Stu
looked around to make sure John was not coming. “Pete just told me the
truth. George got beat up tonight.” Astrid
gasped. “Oh no, not George.” “Beat
up? By who?” Klaus asked. “I
don’ know,” Stu said. “There’s been talk around… the German teds
are targeting English musicians. Derry and the Seniors had their drummer
jumped. He’s in hospital.” “My
god,” Astrid breathed. She started to don her jacket. “Oh,
one other thing,” Stu said. “Don’t mention anything to John. Pete
hasn’t told him.” *** Astrid
and Klaus crept into the dankness that was the Beatles’ living quarters.
They felt their way up the stairs in the dark, careful not to trip. “He
must be asleep,” Astrid said. At
the top, Klaus fumbled for a light switch. He had a vague recollection of a
low wattage bulb suspended from the water stained ceiling of the hallway,
though he’d only been here during the day so he didn’t know if it
worked. He switched on the light, relieved by the faint glow it cast upon
the surroundings. The once-elegant wallpaper, now stained and faded, hung in
shreds on the wall. The hardwood floor sported a threadbare strip of carpet
that had once been plush, but now was beyond pathetic. Klaus
hung back while Astrid approached the room where George slept. She stuck her
head inside and listened for George’s breathing. Instead of the slow,
steady cadence of a person sleeping peacefully, she heard rapid, uneven
breaths coming from the direction of his couch. “So?”
Klaus asked. “Who’s
there?” George’s strained voice came from the dark room. He sounded
panicked. “George?”
Astrid said. “Who
is it?” he demanded. “It’s
just me, George. Astrid. And Klaus is vith me too,” she answered. “May
ve come in?” “All
right,” he answered weakly. “Don’t
vorry, it is just us,” she said as she flipped on the light switch. Astrid
tried to hide her shock. George was barely recognizable behind the blood and
bruises on his face. He stared at her dully as she swept into the room and
knelt beside him. “Oh,
my poor George, Liebliches Kind,” she crooned, pushing a lock of hair off
his forehead. “As’rid,”
he whispered. He looked ready to cry. “I
am sorry,” she said. “Ve did not mean to frighten you.” “You…didn’t,”
he said unconvincingly. Astrid
looked at Klaus and smiled. She turned back to George. “Vhere
are you hurt?” George
smiled ruefully. “Where aren’t … I hurt.” Astrid
tenderly ran her fingertips over George’s bruised cheekbone, causing him
to wince. “How could zhey?” Her face was filled with sorrow. “How many
of zhem were dere?” George’s
face clouded over. “I don’ know,” he answered softly. He changed the
subject. “How…why… are you here?” “Stu
vas vorried about you,” she said. “So ve came to see you.” “Stu?” “Ja.
Vell, Pete told Stu. He became vorried.” “What…time
is it?” “Is
nearly 3. Ze boys should be finishing soon.” George
tensed and looked around distractedly. “As’rid?” George said. He
shifted uncomfortably. “Ja?” “Could
I…would you mind…if I talked to…Klaus…alone?” He squirmed,
grimacing. Astrid
shot a questioning look to Klaus, who shrugged and took her place. George
peeked to make sure Astrid was not listening. “I…I
need to…you know, use the lav…” George said quietly. “Maybe, if you
could…help me…” His eyes were pleading. Klaus
smiled, amused at George’s modesty. “Of course! Vhat do you need? Help
standing?” “Everything,”
George said. He wedged his left elbow against the couch cushion and
attempted to sit up. Klaus braced behind his back and supported him. George
gasped and let out a pain-filled moan. Klaus got him into an upright
position and swung his feet down onto the floor. George panted through the
pain. He held his posture very stiffly. “You
ready to stand?” Klaus asked. George
shook his head. “Gimme a… minute.” He closed his eyes, sucking his
swollen lip between his teeth. “Okay… help me up. This arm.” George
offered his left arm. Klaus
stooped to wrap George’s arm around his neck. Without warning, he stood,
pulling George up with him. Once standing, George swayed a bit, but Klaus
still had a secure hold on him. “You okay?” “I
really…need…” The pain of his need to void overrode the pain
everywhere else in his body. “Ja,
let us go.” Klaus
half-dragged George to the lavatory, Astrid observing from a discrete
distance. George’s extreme weakness and the severe pain he appeared to be
suffering unnerved her. Klaus
positioned George before the urinal and waited, but George slowly pitched
forward until his forehead rested against the cool plaster wall. His left
arm steadied him while his right stayed bent near his body. “George?”
Klaus leaned in to see George’s face, which was startlingly pale. “I
don’…I…” George stammered. “Do
it now so you can lie back down,” Klaus encouraged, hoping he would not
have to help George in any more personal way. George
slowly and painstakingly reached down and unfastened his jeans, his
movements clumsy. He let out a groan as he relieved himself. Klaus glanced
into the urinal and was startled at what he saw. He looked back to see if
Astrid was nearby but she had not come into the lavatory. When
George finished, he stood there limp, not attempting to re-secure his pants.
Klaus reached around him from behind and somehow got him fastened back up
without touching anything directly. George did not seem to be concerned, at
any rate. He was close to collapse. Klaus
manhandled George back to the couch the same way he’d done before. Astrid
helped to lay him down easily. George was white and breathless and
lethargic, more than before. This alarmed Astrid. But before she could say
anything, Klaus pulled her to the middle of the room. “Es
gibt Blut in seinem Urin!” he said under his breath. He
has blood in his urine! “Mein
Gott! She said. “Er braucht einen Doktor.” He needs a doctor. “Wir
können ihn in meinem Auto nehmen.” We can take
him in my car. “Ja,
aber wie werden wir ihn unten bewegen?” Yes, but
how will we move him downstairs? “Vielleicht
können die anderen Jungen helfen.” Maybe the
other boys can help. “Ich
werde erhält sie gehen.” I’ll go get them. Astrid
nodded briskly. “Eile!” Hurry! Part Two Coming Soon! |
![]()
|
Suzanne
Warren is a 41 year old Beatles fan, living in the southwest U.S. She
has been a fan forever, since she remembers sitting and studying her older
sister's Beatles albums as a very young child (and if she was good, she'd
even play them for me). At the age of 13, her fandom blossomed into full
blown Beatlemania. She began reading and collecting everything she could get
her hands on. She has amassed a fairly impressive collection of books,
articles, records, trading cards, etc. that are vintage and wonderful.
They're her prized possessions. It's been a part of her life ever since, and
she doesn't wish to ever be cured of this disease. |
![]()
Return to Rooftop Sessions Archive
