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"I don't think I can put off making new skirts any
longer--regardless of how much else I have to do," sighed Mavis.
"Most of my blouses are okay if I leave them untucked, but the skirts
are beginning to get pretty tight. It might not be too good for the baby if
they get much tighter." She smoothed the velvet patchwork skirt over
her swollen belly and eyed her reflection in the mirror before putting on a
loose, white peasant blouse.
"I'm getting so big," she said, lifting the hem of the skirt to survey her ankles. "And my ankles are getting swollen." "Not a bit of it," replied John. He was watching her from the bed, and he got up and came to stand behind her. They stood together looking at themselves in the mirror for a moment. "We look good together," he said suddenly. "But then, ye'd make any man look good who stood beside ye." Mavis turned in his arms and looked up into his face. The morning sun pouring in from the window beside him made the russet highlights in his hair shine, and his eyes were the warm, light brown color that was natural to him. They sparkled at her from behind his glasses as he looked down at her. "You're the good looking one," argued Mavis. "There's nothing special about me." "Oh, I beg to differ, Miss Mavis," he said in a gently scolding tone. "Yer just that beautiful with yer wide eyes and those delicious, kissable lips o' yers. C'mon, darlin', and give us a kiss." She lifted her mouth to kiss him, and his warm, strong hands entangled themselves in her long hair. She caught her breath as he took her mouth hungrily, his tongue eagerly exploring hers as thoroughly as it had the very first time they had kissed, as it did every time. She broke the kiss reluctantly and rested her head on his shoulder, flushed with excitement and breathing heavily. "You make me dizzy," she whispered breathlessly. "I wish I didn't have to go down to the pub to start breakfast, but people will start coming in soon and nothing's been done yet." "Hold on, darlin', I know ye've gotta get cookin' and I have the fire to tend to, but first I've got a surprise for ye." He released her and went back to the bed. He reached underneath and slid out a fair sized box, placing it on the unmade bed. Mavis opened the box. Inside were four new skirts in a larger size with an elastic panel in each to accommodate her growing belly. There were several new, loose fitting blouses as well. "This one's me favorite," remarked John, lifting out a deep green velvet brocade skirt. "It's just the color for ye." "They're beautiful," said Mavis. "And so thoughtful! Where'd you get them?" "Peace Masterson made the blouses, and as for the skirts, Birdsong McKinnon's mum made them," he told her. "I asked her last month at her daughter's weddin'." "Hmmm. I'll bet Birdsong wished it was you she was marrying," said Mavis, a slight twinge of jealousy making her eyes flash. "She was always chasing you." "Caught me a few times too, din't she," replied John. "She'll settle down now, though. Her mum says she's adjustin' to married life quite well--more's the pity for the young men on the island." "Hmmm," Mavis responded. "Well, anyway, thank her mother for me, won't you? Preferably on the street and not in the house she shares with that free-spirited daughter of hers." "I never looked at her again once I got me hands on ye, Mavis me love," John said sincerely. "Me only regret is that we can't get married. Yer me heart and soul, gurrl, and ye mean the world to me. I'd marry ye in a second, if I only could." "I know you would," Mavis replied, running a brush through her hair and pinning the front of it back. "You don't have to say so." The two of them went down to the pub. Mavis disappeared into the kitchen to get breakfast started, and John brought the fire to life again and went outside to get an armload of wood for later. He looked down the street towards the beach where the sun was just coming up. The sky looked like it was on fire, and he wished that Mavis were standing next to him to see it with him. More than anything, he wished that he could marry the girl, but his hands were tied. He had a wife in America, even if she did think he was dead. Too bad I didn't get amnesia when I hit me head on the root cellar door last month, he thought to himself. Then I could marry her with a clear conscience. "Ah, well," he said aloud to the empty street. "In me heart, she's me true wife, anyroad." He went around the side of the building to the alley and selected an armload of wood from the pile there, then hurried back inside and put the wood by the fireplace, leaving the front door unlocked. He opened the heavy green drapes covering the big front window, then went into the kitchen where Mavis was working at the stove. "There was frost last night although it's just September," he said, seating himself at the small table and lighting a cigarette. "The window is all decorated like it's Chrimble." "I noticed that when we were upstairs," she told him. "It's still pretty cold out there. If it wanted to rain, it would surely snow instead. It'll most likely get warm again for a couple weeks any day now, though, happens every year." "Mavis," John said suddenly after a short silence, "I feel really bad about not bein' able to marry ye with the baby comin' and all. I really do wish I could." "You don't have to feel badly," she replied. She took the skillet of fried potatoes off the fire and placed it on the back of the stove, then rearranged the bacon and sausages before turning to face him. "Lots of people have children nowadays without being married," she pointed out. "Just look at Willow and Jack. They aren't married, and they have five children." "Yeah, but that's because Jack doesn't believe in marriage," John countered. "I do." "Didn't you once say that it was just a piece of paper and not important?" asked Mavis. "I was sure I had read that somewhere." "Probably," he admitted, "But I really am sort of old fashioned. Enough to want me baby to have me name, anyroad." "Well, he or she will have your blood, and they will be just as wonderful as you are, and that is way more important than what their name is," Mavis said, pulling the skillet of meats off the fire and putting on a fresh pan for the eggs. "Now, go see if there's anyone out front yet and tell them, if there is, that breakfast is almost ready." "Yerokay," replied John as he stood up to leave. "I gotta admit, the way ye talk to me sometimes, all orders and such, does make me feel as if we're married." "Go on," she said with a smile. "If anyone's here yet, just take their order and come tell me what they want." "Takin' orders from everyone today," muttered John as he left the room. "Okay, darlin', he added out loud, "Sounds like there are at least two fellas out there." *** After breakfast
was over and the kitchen had been cleaned up, the sun was out and the ice
had melted from the windows. "It's gettin'
a lot warmer outside. How about takin' a little ride around the
island?" asked John. "We'll be back by eleven to make up some
sarnies for the lunch crowd. Ye could probably use a little fresh air, don't
ye think?" "Sounds
lovely," replied Mavis. "You go borrow the wagon and I'll pour a
thermos of coffee to take along." John went to ask
Dylan if he could borrow the wagon and Mavis was on the street waiting for
him when he led the horse around from behind the general store. "Let me give
ye a hand up, me gurrl," he said, taking her arm and boosting her onto
the seat. He climbed up beside
her and flicked the reins across the horse's back. "Off ye go,
old gurrl," he told the animal. "Once around the island, shall
we?" "I was
thinkin' o' takin' a trip over to the mainland to see Paulie this
weekend," said John as they rolled out of town and started along the
coast road. "He sent me a telegraph message this mornin' and he says
Linda and the kids are goin' in to Glasgow to do some clothes shoppin' on
Saturday. I'll stick around if ye think ye'll be needin' me, though." "You go ahead
if you can get a lift out," replied Mavis. "I was thinking of
going to the mainland myself on Saturday, but I can leave the pub in Mary
Larson's hands. She's been asking if I could give her a few extra hours
before Christmas. She needs the money and I could use a day off." "Sounds
great; there are a few things I've been wantin' to get as well. I'll make ye
up a list tonight." The leaves were in
full color and the air was crisp and clean. They rode along in silence for a
while, Mavis' small hand clasped tightly in John's. "I don't
think I've ever been as happy as I am right now," John remarked as they
neared the beach on the eastern end of the island. "Yer the best thing
that ever happened to me, Mavis. Kinda funny to think that I owe it all to
gettin' fuckin' shot." "I'm just
happy that you survived," Mavis told him. She leaned against him and
laid her head on his chest. "You're
everything to me now. I don't know how I could possibly live without
you." "Ye don't
mind that I no longer have me fame and fortune?" he asked, teasing her. "Of course
not! This way, you're all mine; I don't have to share you with the whole
world. Besides, we have enough money to get by...even without the things you
buy when my funds are running low, we'll get by. What more do we need?" "Yeah, well,
about that," said John slowly, "I think I might be a little more
well off than most of the people here on Harmony. I've got a good amount
stashed away." "Well, good.
We could probably use a little extra money with the baby coming. It will
help to have a little put by." "I don't know
why I never mentioned it before to ye, Mavis, but ye know that brown case I
have in the attic? There's nearly a million dollars in there. Yoko must have
gone nuts tryin' to figger out what became of it." The color drained
from Mavis' face as what he'd said registered.
"A million dollars US cash?" she asked, her voice a mere
squeak. "Saints preserve us, John, what if the pub burns down? You'd
lose everything--that much money ought to be in a bank!" "Yeah, well,
there is no bank on the island, is there...and I really don't get to
anywhere where there is." "You should
take it with you when you go to visit Paul," Mavis said decisively.
"He can put it in a bank in Scotland and you can draw on it if you need
to through him." "Ye may be
right," John mused. "Although it's been all right so far." "You
shouldn't take any chances, darling," Mavis assured him. "You've
been lucky so far, but a million dollars-- my goodness, I didn't know I had
such a rich man living under my roof. That's amazing. I knew you had some
money, of course-- you always seem to have some when you need it, but I
would have been a nervous wreck if I'd known you had such an amount. I
probably will be now until I know it's out of my attic." "I just
figgered I'd make sure I had enough to last me while I was here," he
explained, lighting a cigarette and taking a deep drag. "I didn't wanna
find meself penniless and alone in a strange place." "But that's
enough money to last you several lifetimes here on the island," said
Mavis. "It's a fortune-- I'll be glad when you get it tucked safely
into the bank. Besides, this wasn't a strange place for long. You seemed to
settle right in." "I've got
news for ye, Mavis me gurrl," replied John, "Harmony is the
strangest place I've ever been, truth to tell. It's like stepping back in
time when you get here from the outside world. I really love it, though. I
can't imagine ever livin' anywhere else, now that this has become home to
me. But to anyone from the rest of the world, this would seem a very strange
place indeed." "It's
starting to get late," Mavis said. "We'd better start back. I have
sandwiches to make and things to do." "Yerokay,"
John agreed. "C'mon, Buttercup, me gurrl, take us home," he called
to the horse, flicking the reins and giving a whistle. "Get along,
then." The old horse
nodded her head as if to indicate that she understood and turned in the
direction John had directed her to go. "This horse
knows the way home," John said with a naughty glint in his eyes. "Wanna
climb in the back and take a little nap?" Mavis turned to
answer him, but when she looked at him, John was not looking back at her.
The color had drained from his face, and when Mavis followed the direction
of his gaze, she saw the young man lying in the tuberoses beside the road. John pulled on the
reins to stop the horse and jumped down from his seat to the road. He knelt
beside the kid and put his ear to his chest. "Is he
alive?" asked Mary, kneeling beside him. "Yeah, but he
looks bad," John replied. "Help me get him into the wagon and
we'll take him into the village to the doctor's surgery." They lifted the
boy, who, as waterlogged as he was, did not weigh much. He never stirred; it
was like moving a piece of wood. Mavis
covered the boy with her shawl and they got back into their seats. "Get a move
on, Buttercup, it's an emergency!" called John, slapping the reins
sharply across the old animal's back. The
horse snorted and took off towards the village at a brisk trot.
"Sorry, old gurrl, but a little faster, please," John
called, giving the reins another sharp snap.
Buttercup broke into a gallop for the first time in five years. The surgery was
closed when they got there, so John and Mavis stopped Dylan and Sycamore on
the street and asked them to help carry the boy into the pub and get him
settled into John's old room. "Who d'ye
suppose he is?" asked John. "Either of you fellas ever see him
before?" "Nope, he's a
stranger," Dylan replied, and Sycamore nodded agreement. "I know
everyone on the island, and I've never laid eyes on him before," said
Mavis. "He looks young; not more than sixteen, I'll bet." "While I've
got ye here, Syccie, how about a ride out to me brother's place in Scotland
this Saturday mornin'? I'll pay ye for the fuel and a day on the town in
Glasgow as usual if yer available." "Fine with
me, I guess. I gotta get back to work, but I'll see ya on Saturday,
John." Mavis went into
the kitchen to make a platter of sandwiches for the lunch customers, and
John stood outside the front door talking to Dylan for a few minutes. "Thanks for
the use o' the wagon, Dylan. If ye see the doctor, please send him over,
willyer?" "Sure thing,
John. Good luck with the kid...let me know as soon as you find out what his
story is." *** The doctor came
into the pub an hour later and John took him upstairs to see their
mysterious guest. "He's
exhausted and suffering from exposure, but I think he'll be all right,"
the old man told John. "I have something that I think will bring him
around. Where did you say you found him again?"
The doctor filled a syringe and John averted his eyes; he hated
needles. "We found him
lyin' on the side of the road by East Beach," replied John. "I
thought he was dead at first." "There we go;
he should be awake in a few seconds," the doctor said, putting the
needle back into his bag. The
boy snapped awake and made as if to rise, but he fell back and stared at the
two men looking down at him. "Who are
you?" he asked in a thick, breathless voice. "I'm John
Evans, and this here is the doc," replied John. "The bigger
question is who are you, and what brings ye to Harmony?" "I don't know
the answer to either of those questions," answered the boy. "I was
hoping you would know." "We found ye
beside the road down by the beach," John said. "Ye were pretty
well soaked through, like ye were washed ashore by the tide and crawled up
to the roadside. Don't ye remember anything?" "No...nothing.
Thanks for bringin' me here, though, wherever here is." "This is
Harmony Island," said the doctor. "We're pretty much off the map;
it's a small private island and you're in the public house--Mavis owns the
place, and she'll be bringing you some soup as soon as I let her know you're
awake. John here runs the pub with Mavis, and I'm sure the two of them will
take excellent care of you for now. You just try to relax and get some rest,
and I'll be by later this evening to check up on you." "Okay,
doctor. Thanks a lot," the boy replied. "Hopefully I'll be able to
remember something by then." The doctor left
the room and went down the stairs, leaving John and the young man alone. "Is there
anythin' ye need besides some rest and a hot meal?" asked John. "I could use
some water," the boy told him. "Whatever happened, it left me
pretty thirsty." John filled the
water pitcher at the sink and filled a glass for the boy, who drank it
greedily. "There now, take
it easy," John cautioned, "No use havin' it come right back up on
ye." Mavis came in with
a bowl of soup and seated herself beside the bed.
"Well, hello," she said brightly. "Nice to see you're
all right. Can you eat somethin?" "I sure
could. and that smells great," answered the stranger. "Did you
make it yourself?" "That I did;
now, if you can sit up, I'll help you with this." The boy lifted his
head and shoulders and John placed an additional pillow behind his back to
support him as he ate. "It's
good," the boy said through a mouthful of soup. "I guess I was
hungrier than I thought." "Don't eat
too fast; we don't know how long it's been since your last meal." "Dunno, but
feels like it's been a while," replied the boy. He put the spoon down
and closed his eyes. "I
guess that's probably enough," he admitted. "I think if I eat any
more I might be sick." "Ah, well,
just get yerself some rest, then," John said.
He took the tray from the boy and helped him lie back. "I'll go down
and let ye sleep," he said as he left the room. "I'll check on ye
in a bit, and before ye know it, the doc'll be back." *** That night after
the front door had been locked, John and Mavis took their customary places
by the hearth, he with his guitar and she with her knitting. "Where do you
think he came from?" asked Mavis. "He's so young." "More than
likely he's a runaway," John mused. "Probably got a knock on the
head and scrambled his wits a little. He'll come around, I imagine." "What if he
never remembers who he is?" "Then he'll
be whoever he turns out to be," John said decisively. "He has
years to become whoever he's meant to be. When ye go to Glasgow this weekend
maybe ye'll hear of a missing kid, who knows?" "His parents
must be worried sick about him," Mavis said. "I would be, if my
child went missing." John laid his
guitar aside and knelt to bank the fire.
"Off to bed, darlin'." he said, taking Mavis by the hand. She put her work aside and stood up, allowing herself to be
taken into his arms. "Are ye
tired, Mavis?" he asked. "A
little," she admitted, "But not too much." "Good, cause
I've got plans for ye." The boy was fast
asleep when they peeked into his room. John closed the door most of the way
and led Mavis down the hall to their own bedroom. "Do you think
he'll hear us?" asked Mavis nervously. "Nah, he's
down for the count," John assured her. "The doc gave him a shot of
summat to help him sleep." Mavis changed into
her nightgown as John watched her appreciatively.
"If I get any larger, I won't be able to get into my
nightclothes," she said. "Nonsense,
the thing's absolutely voluminous. Two of ye could fit into it. Besides, yer
just that beautiful, darlin'. Ye've never looked better." "You're just
saying that because you love me," she told him. "But thank
you." "I'm sayin'
it because it's true. Come here, baby, and let me show ye how much I love
ye." She got into the
bed with him and he gathered her close, kissing her deeply.
Mavis lost herself in his kiss, the rest of the world receding, then
finally falling away. *** Saturday morning
was bright and clear, but there was a touch of winter in the crisp sea air.
John left early to meet Sycamore and fly to the mainland, but Mavis elected
to take the ferry. Soon it would be too cold to do that, and she loved
watching the island grow smaller and smaller as she stood on the deck at the
rear of the ferry, and even more beautiful was watching her home appear in
the distance and grow steadily larger on her trip back in the evening. On her approach to
the mainland, she noticed the many smells wafting out from the port city,
mingling with the clean, salt air...fast food restaurants, bus fumes, and a
hundred other, less obtrusive scents. The sounds of the city grew as well,
gradually drowning out the sound of the waves lapping against the sides of
the ferry. By contrast, Harmony was nearly silent. Finally the ferry
made port, and Mavis disembarked and became part of the crowd headed for the
marketplace. *** John could see
Paul outside of his house, throwing a ball for his big sheepdog to run after
and bring back to him. The plane taxied to a stop at the far end of the
south pasture and he climbed out and stood back, waving to the pilot as he
turned the machine north and began to head towards the trees, lifting unto
the clear, blue sky seemingly at the last moment. Paul was running
down towards the pasture to meet him, easily jumping the stone wall. It was
hard to believe that his old friend was now forty years old, to see him make
that leap. "John!"
called Paul as he ran up to his friend. "Something pretty bad has
happened. You won't like it, but I think you ought to know." *** When Mavis arrived
home on the evening ferry, she was surprised to see John sitting on the dock
waiting for her. She knew it was him long before she could make out his
face, and something about the way he was sitting there watching the boat
approach was disquieting. She drew her cloak about her body tightly, her
stomach fluttering. Once the ferry
nosed into the dock, she hurried to disembark and ran to him. He caught her
in his arms, and she was alarmed to find that he was trembling. "What is
it?" she asked. "What's happened?" "I'm so
fuckin' angry I can barely stand it," he told her. "It's Yoko;
she's done summat terrible, and I can hardly believe that she would-- Mavis,
she's thrown me sisters out of the houses I bought for them and sold them. I
left her over two hundred million dollars! I don't know what she could have
been thinkin'." "That's
awful! How did you find out?" "Paulie told
me. He said he didn't want to tell me in his telegraph message; he thought I
should hear it from him in person. I've gotta calm down, Mavis. I'm only
glad she's not here, because I don't know what I would do if she were. Let's
go home, gurrl. I have to be home with ye right now. I feel as if I'm about
to burst." He was silent as
the walked through the village and to the pub. There were still some men at
the bar drinking, and he replied curtly to their greetings and disappeared
up the stairs. "Could you
close up, please, Mary?" asked Mavis. "John's had some upsetting
news concerning his family, and he needs me." "No problem.
See you tomorrow, Mavis, good night." Up in the bedroom,
John was pacing anxiously, muttering to himself. He sat on the bed and lit a
cigarette with shaking hands. "I can't
believe she's done this," he said as Mavis sat beside him and took his
hand. "What the fuck-- two hundred million dollars wasn't enough for
her? She had no right to do this. Mavis, I feel as if I don't even know who
she is! I have to do summat about this. I'm gonna tell Paulie to buy some
new places for them out of the money I brought him today to put into the
bank for me. At least she let them take the furniture...I bought that as
well; maybe she didn't know that." "That's a
fine idea. We can send a message to him in the morning and have him do it
right away. Calm down, baby. I'm afraid you're going to have a stroke." "I just
might. Hold on to me, Mavis. I just need to hold on to you right now." Mavis climbed into
the bed and he lay down beside her. She held him in her arms and his body
trembled against hers. He began to weep softly, all the tension, anger, and
pain draining from him as she stroked his hair and soothed him as she would
a small child. At last he stopped
trembling, and his breathing told her that he had fallen asleep. Mavis sighed and kissed him gently, her heart full of love
for him and anger against the wife who had betrayed his trust. She felt a little
guilty for this last emotion; she knew John loved Yoko, and she was sure she
loved him too, but it was hard for her to imagine what had driven the woman
John had cherished so to do such a thing to his family. She didn't think she
would ever be able to understand why people sometimes did the things they
did. John sighed gently
and pressed closer to her; she tightened her arms around him and closed her
eyes, falling asleep with her nose in his hair, breathing in his scent. In
the morning he would make things right. Taking care of the people he loved
and looking out for them was as natural to John as breathing; it was what he
did. It was who he was, and Mavis was so happy that a man like that was the
father of her child. *** "That boy
Joshua has a terrible crush on ye, Mavis. How long's he been here now,
anyroad?" "Nearly two
months now," Mavis replied. "He still doesn't remember anything,
though. I'm beginning to think that his memory of his past is gone for good.
I’m glad we found him, though. He’s a big help around the place, and
he’s doing well in school.” “Yeah, he’s
made a lot of friends amongst the local lads, too. It almost seems like he
grew up among them.” “I wonder if his
family is still looking for him,” Mavis said thoughtfully. “Seems as
though he doesn’t mind much, though. He never seems to wonder about where
he came from.” “Perhaps he
wasn’t treated well at home, or he may be an orphan. I can identify with
that. At least if that’s the case, not remembering it will keep him from
being angry about it. I know it was hell on me.” “Well, at least
you had your aunt and uncle to raise you, so you were never all alone.” “Yeah, and I
appreciated that, but it still wasn’t the same.” “At any rate,
he’s adapted well. I’ll miss you while you’re gone to the mainland to
see Paul tomorrow, but at least I’ll have him here to help out.” “Right enough.
Well, let’s be off to bed then, Mavis. I think he’s asleep by now. You
go on up, and I’ll bank the fire and join ye directly.” *** "I don't
wanna hurt the baby, darlin', so let's try somethin' different," John
said gently after they'd lain in bed kissing for a while. "Get up on
yer hands and knees here and I'll get behind ye. It works real well in late
pregnancy." Mavis' heart was
pounding as usual when she was in his arms, and she eagerly complied,
pressing herself close against him, loving the feeling of his hardness
throbbing hotly against her skin. John moaned softly
and entered her, sliding himself deep inside of her welcoming warmth. She
caught her breath as he penetrated her fully, holding very still for a
moment. The sensations were a bit different than she was used to, but very
nice. Before long, they
were deeply engrossed in their lovemaking. Neither one of them noticed the
door opening a crack, or the boy Joshua watching them intently from the dark
hallway. Before they were finished, the boy closed the door silently and
went back to his room, trembling with excitement, a half formed plan already
taking shape in his mind. He would be alone with Mavis the next day, and
with John out of the way, he would make sure that she noticed him. Part Six Coming Soon! |
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Angel Godiva was
actually was given that nickname by John Lennon, whom she met in L.A. in
1974 on her 21st birthday. She had yards of hair back then. She lives in Northern Connecticut
with her second husband, and has been a Beatles fan since 1964, when she
was 11. The high point of her life was meeting and getting to know
John (though she never saw him again after he returned to NYC).
She also writes poetry, and is
currently working with an editor friend on her first novel.
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