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The next morning,
John, Mary, and baby Julia were on a plane headed for England. Since they
hadn’t gotten much sleep the night before, they both napped on the plane;
a young woman who was a fan of John’s and the Beatles’ sitting across
the aisle from the young couple was more than happy to take charge of Julia
for them, and between her and the stewardesses, no child ever had so much
attention during a flight in the airline’s history. When the trio
arrived in Liverpool, their luggage was loaded into their rental car and
John took the wheel. “Alright, me
lasses,” he said cheerfully, “Off we go; I’m gonna give ye both th’
grand tour!” John maneuvered
the car quickly through the airport parking lot and out into the street. “Whattaya
wanna see first?” he asked his new wife. She didn’t
hesitate. “The house you lived in,” she told him decisively. “Which one,
before five or after?” “Both,” she
replied. “Show me both of them.” *** He stopped
outside of 9 Newcastle Road and they looked at the house he had lived in
with his mother when he was a baby. She leaned against him, glad of the
deeply tinted windows. “She
would’ve loved ye, y’know,” he said after a long silence. “I was
happy here. I was always th’ center of attention, an’ ye know that’s
not too fuckin’ hard for me t’ take.” “Sounds like
it was fun for you.” “Oh, aye, it
was -- there was always laughter here. I remember it perfect. I had a fuckin’
ball. Then I got moved in with me Auntie an’ me Uncle George, but me mum
still stopped by from time to time. Eventually I learned that she didn’t
live far, and I started comin’ here t’ see her on me own.” They sat there
for a while, then John said, “Well that’s enough o’ that. Let’s go
on, I’ll show ye Mimi’s house, and a surprise.” John pulled up
in front of Mendips and slipped his hat and sunglasses on. “Get Julia
and come ‘ead,” he told Mary. “I’ve summat t’ show ye; yer gonna
love this, I promise.” Mary got the
baby out of her soft nest in the back of the car and followed John. Right
between Menlove Avenue and Vale Road there was a small private area; there
was a bubbling spring and a gigantic old oak tree covered with ancient ivy. “Oh, John,
this is lovely,” declared Mary, sinking into the soft grass beside the
spring. She lay the sleeping baby, wrapped in a blanket, on the grass beside
her and pulled her knees up under her chin. “It’s so peaceful here. Did
you spend a lot of time here?” “Not by
half,” he told her, sinking into the grass beside her. He lay back and
pulled her down with him; she settled her head against his shoulder and
looked up into the latticework of branches. The sky was a brilliant, clear
blue, and a few fluffy white clouds scuttered by in the light breeze. “Private,
too,” he said softly, into her hair, against her ear. “I’d hear ‘em
if anyone was t’ come along, an’ we wouldn’t need t’ take much off,
only arrange things, like.” “You’re
incorrigible,” said Mary with a smile. She tilted her head to get a kiss. “That I
am,” he replied agreeably, “Now, I didn’t hear a ‘no’, did
I...lessee how we c’n do this.” Mary unhooked her garters and slipped
out of her panties, and John unzipped his jeans and slipped them down past
his hips. Mary straddled him, lowering herself slowly to enclose his full
length. He let out a soft, satisfied moan as she settled against him, and
she arranged her skirt to cover them and rocked slowly, teasing him. She
removed his sunglasses and tossed them aside. “Ah, yer that
wicked,” he said, and he pushed deep up into her. “Teasin’ me so.
I’m gonna teach ye a lesson, lass, mind if I don’t.” He reached for
her breasts, and she leaned back, barely out of reach, still with that slow
rocking motion, giving her hips a gentle sway on the upswing. She rode him
steadily, slowly, and the throbbing became all but unbearable. John was
breathing harder, and his eyes were gazing into hers. She couldn’t look
away; the naked passion in his eyes was mesmerizing. Suddenly, he gave a
deep groan and grabbed her, lifting her up and off of him with one smooth
motion. She thought that he would turn her onto her back and mount her, but
instead he hauled himself to his feet and pulled her up as well. He pushed
her back against the tree and lifted her, sliding himself into her with a
shuddering sigh. “Ah, gurrl,
that’s good,” he said, his voice rough, his breath coming in ragged
gasps. “This won’t take long at all -- I’m gettin’ close...” Mary wrapped
her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist and just held on.
Using the tree to brace her, he slammed into her again and again, and she
began to moan softly, feeling the pleasure rising to take her away with him.
She cried out, his name springing from her throat unbidden, and after a
couple more thrusts, he emptied himself into her with a low moan; he could
no longer support his own weight upon his shaking legs, and they tumbled to
the ground and lay panting in the grass, returning to reality slowly,
wrapping themselves around each other, each one unwilling to turn the other
loose, kissing frantically, breathlessly. Once they were
able to breathe normally again, the pair rearranged their clothing and went
back to their original position, he lying back, she resting her head against
his shoulder. “That was
wonderful,” she told him, snuggling closer. “But then, you always
are.” “Yer amazin’,”
he said softly, kissing the top of her head. “This place is even more
special now.” “You came
here a lot, didn’t you?” Mary went on. “I can tell. You seem very
comfortable here.” “I would,
wouldn’t I,” he replied, “This was me thinkin’ place.” “Was it?”
asked Mary, “And what would you think about?” “Oh, nothin’
-- and everythin’. Just whatever popped inta me head, mostly, unless I was
here for a reason.” He was quiet for a while, and Mary did not press him;
she knew him well enough to realize that he was going to tell her something
and wanted a moment to arrange his thoughts in his mind. It was hard for him
to talk about the painful events in his life, and he needed a bit of
preparation time. At last he got out a cigarette, lit it, took a deep drag,
and exhaled; then he spoke again. “I came here
th’ day me mum was killed,” he said in a small voice. “There’s a
legend that goes with this place, y’see. If ye make a wish, then turn
yerself around in a full circle two times, yer wish’ll come true,
supposedly.” He sighed heavily and kissed Mary’s hair at the top of her
head. “I didn’t
get me wish that day,” he went on sadly, “When I got home, she was still
just as dead.” Mary turned in
his arms to face him, pressing her face against the pulse in his throat. “I’m so
sorry, love,” she whispered, and he pulled her closer and lay his chin on
top of her head, closing his eyes to stop the tears from spilling over. Neither of them
said any more for a long time, just lay there in silence, looking up at the
pieces of sky visible between the intertwining branches of the big, friendly
old tree. “Well,
madam,” said John at last, “Shall we go on with our tour? There’s
still a lot to see.” He kissed her cheek, clambered to his feet, and
pulled her up to stand beside him. “I hope we
will always be as happy as we are right now,” he said, and he turned
around in a full circle twice. Eyes shining, Mary did the same. “With two
wishes,” she told him happily, “we can’t lose.” John gathered
up their sleeping daughter and they returned to the car together. *** Next, they saw
John’s schools; he declared that they hadn’t changed a bit. Dovedale
Primary School was a long, one-story, institutional style building, and
Quarry Bank Grammar School reminded Mary of a church. The Liverpool
Institute resembled a town hall with its imposing columns. John had fond
memories of none of the schools except this last one. “There was
one teacher at this school who saw summat in me,” he said softly as they
sat outside looking at the enormous building. “Me grades were that bad,
but he said he’d get me inta th’ Art College, and he did. Of all th’
teachers I ever had, he was th’ only one who believed in me.” He didn’t say
anything more for a few moments; he just sat there with his arm around Mary.
Little Julia awoke and began to fuss, and John leaned into the back seat to
retrieve her. He handed the baby to Mary, who had her bottle ready. “Look at her,
Mary,” he said gently, trailing the backs of his fingers across her soft
little cheek, “She’s fuckin’ perfect. An’ just think; every one
o’them teachers told me I’d amount t’ nothin’. Here I am, I’ve got
more money than all of ‘em put together, everybody in th’ whole fuckin’
world knows who I am, an’ I’ve got a beautiful new wife, an this little
gurrl here -- I’d say I made somethin’ o’ meself...with no thanks to
th’ lot o’ them!” He laughed and waved his hand at the school
building. “I’ll bet that whichever o’ them fuckin’ teachers are
still alive are goin’ about braggin’ about how I was their favorite
student an’ how they encouraged me. I didn’t need them, though. I made
it without their help.” “People will
remember you forever,” Mary said, leaning her head against his shoulder as
Julia finished her milk. She put the baby over her shoulder and patted her
back until she burped, then sat up and lay her on the seat beside her to
change her wet diaper. “They
will,” he agreed, “But that’s not the important thing, at least not
anymore. I just wanna be a success at bein’ a father, both to our girl
here and to Julian, an’ at bein’ yer husband, Mary. How am I doin’?” Mary fastened
the last button and sat Julia up on her lap, where she sat grinning at the
both of them. “I would
say,” she replied, “That you are doing a perfect job of it, just as you
do at everything you do.” “You believe
in me,” he said happily, smiling at her. “That I do.
Now, what about those clubs and restaurants you promised to show me? I want
to see the places you remember more fondly than these schools.” “Alright; but
we could always go back t’ th’ spring; that was nice.” “That was
lovely. We definitely need to go back there again, but tomorrow; right now
-- “ “I know, I
know,” he said with a sigh of resignation. “Ye wanna see th’clubs. As
ye like; yer wish is my command.” *** There was not
much traffic, and John found a parking spot near the Cavern Club with no
trouble at all. “Hey,
here’s an idea,” he said suddenly, “Let’s see if we c’n find
someone t’ watch Julia, an’ we’ll go out tonight. I’ll just take ye
‘round t’ all o’ me old hangouts.” “That would
be so perfect,” said Mary, wistfully. “But who could we trust to take
care of her?” “Ye just
leave that t’ me, mummy, I know just th’ people t’ do that. Right;
we’re on our way t’ Appleton, then.” *** It wasn’t
long before they were pulling up in front of a lovely bungalow. Mary was
entranced; “John,” she asked, admiring the flowerbeds, “Who lives in
this house?” “It’s
George’s mum an’ dad,” he replied. “I’m sure they’d love t’
meet ye, an’ I’ll bet Mrs. H would insist upon watchin’ Julia for us
so that we c’n hit th’ clubs.” “Oh, that’d
be lovely; John, and I’d love to meet them. I hope they’re here. Let me
just make sure she doesn’t need changing again.” *** The Harrisons
were delighted to see John and very impressed with Mary. Mr. Harrison told
John that the baby was “quick work”, and Louise told them that Julia was
“perfectly precious”. “She’s
adopted,” Mary told them, “But we couldn’t love her any more if she
were our own. She’s been with us since she was six days old.” “Do you know
her mother?” Mr. Harrison wanted to know. “Not really;
we had met her, but she was in an accident and she was killed. After that,
we decided to take the baby in ourselves, since we were getting married
anyway and we did plan on having a family.” “Well, you
certainly have a nice start on it,” Mrs. Harrison declared.. “She’s a
beautiful baby, and Mary, you are a lovely young woman. Congratulations to
both of you.” She lifted the baby to her shoulder and kissed the top of
her silky head. “Are you here on your way to your honeymoon, John?” “We are here
ON our honeymoon, actually,” John replied. “Mary wanted t’ see where I
grew up. She chose Liverpool over Tahiti; I figured that if she wanted t’
see th’ place that badly, I might as well take her on th’ grand tour.” “Where are
you staying? We have an extra room,” Louise said warmly. “You’re
welcome to it.” “Oh, thanks,
but we wouldn’t wanna impose, an’ we’re likely t’ be late t’night.” “Oh? Who’ll
be watching this little angel, then? Have you made an arrangement?” “Well, no, I
guess I just figgered on takin’ her along; she c’n sleep through just
about anything.” Mrs. Harrison
was horrified. “What? Oh,
John, no, that simply won’t do at all -- the cigarette smoke, the cold
night air, the dampness, the crowds, the germs -- oh, no, you must leave the
little darling here with us. You can come by and pick her up in the morning,
or I can leave the door unlocked at the back and you can stay in one of the
bedrooms. Now, no arguments,” she added, as John opened his mouth to
protest. “I insist. Say yes, John.” “Mrs. H, that
would be great. Thank ye for that. I can’t think of anyone else I’d feel
comfortable leavin’ her with.” “It’s all
settled then,” Mrs. Harrison said. She held Julia up and was rewarded with
a toothless smile. “You and I are going to have a splendid time,” she
told the infant. “You just wait and see.” *** After being
served a sumptuous tea, Mary went to get ready to go out while John filled
the Harrisons in on the wedding and assured Louise that George was in good
health and fine spirits. While John got
himself ready, Mary talked to the Harrisons about where she was from and how
she had come to know John. By the time they were ready to leave,the two
women were chattering like old friends. *** John had his
hair tied back and tucked up into a cap, and he was wearing a pair of very
dark Ray Bans. “Isn’t it
going to seem funny, wearing sunglasses in the dark?” Mary wanted to know. “A lot of
people do it these days,” John told her. “I doubt if it’ll be a
problem. I think it’ll be more fun if I’m not noticed.” “It’s hot
in here,” she said as they descended the stairs to the Cavern Club. “Is
it always like this? I would think it would be cool, like a cellar.” “Hot as
fuckin’ hell,” declared John, “And always has been. The walls are wet,
too, and sometimes th’ water in th’ loo is pretty deep; it’s like th’
fuckin’ tide comes in, or summat.” They stood in an archway with their
heads together and watched a local band setting up on the tiny stage in the
front of the club. “So this is
where it happened,” said Mary. “This is where you were discovered.” “Yeah, it
seems like it was a lifetime ago,” he told her. “It was like, I always
knew that it would happen sometime, but when it actually did we were all
totally unprepared. And once it started to happen, it was like bein’ on a
runaway train. All the years of work an’ hardship just began t’ pay off
overnight.” He paused and took a drink. “I wish ye could’ve gotten
t’ meet Eppie,” he told her as quietly as he could while still making
himself heard. “He’d be happy for me to’ve found someone so sweet t’
take care o’ me. Ye’d’ve liked him, too.” He was holding Mary’s
hand, and she raised his to her lips and kissed it gently, watching the
muscles around his mouth twitch. His throat worked; Mary knew that if she
had been able to see his eyes, she would see that they were filled with
tears. “Remember
that music shop I pointed out to ye?” he asked, his voice sounding a bit
rough as he struggled to contain his emotions. “Hessy’s; the place I got
me first real guitar.” Mary nodded,
and she squeezed his hand. He squeezed back and continued. “Well, after
Brian took us on, one o’ th’ first things he had t’ do was t’ go
there an’ settle our accounts. We’d racked up a lot o’ expenses,
y’know, buyin’ equipment on credit. Th’ bill was two hundred pounds or summat.” He took a
deep breath and pushed away from the wall, pulling Mary with him. “Let’s
go,” he said. “We’ll nip over to th’ Grapes. That’s where we went
for a real drink, seein’ as it’s not available here. Me an’ th’ lads
spent a lot o’ time there.” *** They sat off in
a corner, and now that he was facing a wall in dim light, John was able to
remove his glasses. “This was a
good place for us,” he explained. “We could get alcohol drinks, for one,
and th’ kids that hounded us at th’ Cavern were too young t’ get in,
so we could get respite from them as well.” John reached
for Mary’s hands and caressed them; he was looking into her eyes in that
way that made her feel all weak inside, as though everything within her had
turned to water. Her heart swelled in her chest until it felt too big , and
her throat constricted. She swallowed and blinked back the tears which
threatened to spill over. “I love ye,
Mary,” he told her, “With everything that’s in me. Yer me life. I
don’t feel like I could live without ye now; I don’t think I would even
want to. I don’t know how t’ tell ye how glad I am that we managed t’
find each other. I don’t think th’ words even exist. If I ever do find
those words, I’m gonna say ‘em to ye every day of me life. That I
promise ye, love.” The tears
brimmed in her eyes, causing the candle on the table to sparkle violently,
then overspilled. “Oh, John,” was all she could say. *** Before they
returned to the Harrison’s in Appleton, John took her by the Oxford Street
Maternity Hospital so that she could see the place where he had been born. “There was
bombing goin’ on,” he explained, “An’ Mimi put me under th’ iron
bed you know, to protect me from harm.” He was quiet for a while, then he
casually suggested that they move to the back seat. “T’ be more
comfortable, like.” The parking lot
was deserted, so it was not hard for him to convince her. They climbed into
the back seat of the car, which had been lined with blankets for Julia, and
John held Mary close against him. “Ah, gurrl,
yer like no one I’ve ever known before,” he whispered into her hair.
“Ye don’t care what I’ve done, an’ it’s no matter to ye what I
have...I don’t hafta be nothin’ or nobody but meself, an’ ye’ll love
me just th’ same. An’ ye’ve got this sorta strength that’s uncommon
in a woman; I know that whatever happens, ye’ll always be there for me. I
love ye so fuckin’ much; c’mere, gurrl...” and the ability for further
speech was rendered impossible and unnecessary as he covered her mouth with
his own. He was moving
against her, his body tense with need. Mary felt the warmth spreading
throughout her belly, stirring her heart, speeding her pulse, blurring her
mind. She moaned softly, pushing gently against him, wanting him
desperately. The last coherent thought that flitted through her mind was to
thank God for the car’s darkly tinted windows. She clung to
him, her arms about his neck, pulling him as close as she possibly could,
wanting to get closer still; wanting to get so close that she would be on
the other side of him. His hands were feverishly moving under her clothes,
fumbling with the buttons, pushing her blouse back impatiently from her
shoulders, his mouth at hers, then at her breasts, then traveling lower, her
hands in his hair, her thighs on his shoulders, his hands on her ankles, her
mind dissolving completely as she arched against his mouth with a soft cry
of joy. He released her, moved up quickly, and slid into her with a deep
growl, his head back, his eyes closed. As soon as he had sunk into her body
as deeply as was humanly possible, his head came forward and he fixed his
eyes upon her face. He forced himself to move with excruciating slowness,
watching her, a small, tight smile playing about the corners of his mouth as
he teased her. He kept this up for as long as he could, until his own need
was too strong to ignore. Then with a gutteral moan, he thrust deep and
withdrew almost completely only to slide deep inside once again. “Are ye
ready, woman?” he asked in a hoarse whisper. “Are ye as close as I
am?” “Y-yesss,”
she groaned. “Oh, God, yes -- please, baby -- “ That was all he
needed to hear to push him over the edge. He slammed into her hard and fast
several more times, then with a wild cry he emptied himself into her, and
she held on to him, tears running heedlessly down both of their faces as
they collapsed in a puddle of spent flesh, kissing frantically, desperate
little sounds slowly turning into sighs of contentment. It was nearly an
hour before they finally climbed back into the front seat to drive back to
Appleton, and both of them were completely satiated. It felt good to
slip between the cool, clean sheets, and they wrapped themselves around each
other and fell asleep almost immediately. *** With only a
couple of days left before John had to return to the studio, Mary suggested
a trip to Bournemouth. She wanted to meet John’s Aunt Mimi, but he did not
seem too keen on the idea. “Well,
John,” she told him quietly, “Don’t you think it’s about time I met
the woman who raised you? I don’t know if you’ve even told her about
me.” He didn’t say
anything for a long moment, and Mary knew that he had not said anything to
his aunt. At last he cleared his throat and shot her a quick glance. “Ummm, well,
I haven’t actually mentioned it t’ her yet,” he finally said.
“She’s still not too happy about th’ last time, and then a divorce on
top of that…” “Don’t you
think we should say something to her, love?” asked Mary. “She deserves
to know, and there’s the baby; she should know your family.” “Okay,”
John agreed with a resigned sigh, “We’ll go see her.” *** It wasn’t
long before John was knocking on his aunt’s back door. He didn’t want
anyone to see him in front, so he had come around to the other side of the
house. After a moment, Mimi’s
face appeared at the window. She hurried to open the door. “John!” she
exclaimed, “Come in -- it’s about time you visited! I haven’t seen you
for months. Have you even been here since I moved in?” “No, but
it’s very nice,” he replied, hugging her and kissing her thin, pale
cheek. “Are ye comfortable here?” “Oh, yes,
it’s lovely. How have you been, dear? Is there a special reason for this
visit?” She wagged a finger at him. “You should have called ahead,”
she scolded gently. “I would have made you that chocolate cake you like,
and a special dinner. As it is, I don’t know what I can scrape together,
but I’ll do my best. Come into the kitchen, dear, and we’ll have a nice
chat. I have the kettle on.” “Ah, Mimi,”
said John slowly, and she spun around at the kitchen doorway. Her eyes
narrowed slightly, and an accusatory look crept into her eyes. “What is it?
Have you done something wrong?” she wanted to know, and there was an edge
to her voice. He did not answer right away, and she sighed. “Well, you
might as well tell me, John,” she told him in the weary, resigned tone
that took him right back to childhood. “What is it, let’s hear it.” For a moment,
John found himself feeling guilty, but then he shook it off “Nothin’,”
he told her, and his aunt regarded him cooly. “It’s nothin’ wrong.
It’s somethin’ good. I got married again, Mimi.” The color
drained from his aunt’s face and her eyes grew wide. “You what?” she
cried, her hand fluttering to her throat. “John, that’s -- “ “It’s what,
Mimi,” he said wearily. “Is it a sin, or is it selfish of me, or rude
‘cos I didn’t invite yer? I would’ve loved to have ye there, but I
knew ye’d just do what yer doin’ now. Can’t y’ understand that I
try? I try as hard as I can t’ do th’ stuff I’m supposed t’ do.
That’s why I married Cyn, an’...” “That
wouldn’t have been necessary if you had kept your hands to yourself like
you had ought to,” countered his aunt. “That whole disaster could have
been avoided.” “For
Christ’s sake, Mimi, don’t you think I was careful? It was an accident,
they do happen! An’ besides -- “ “And you
could have just not been doing anything that you needed to be careful of,”
she said icily. “Now what have you got yourself into? What kind of loose
woman have you gotten -- with child -- this time?” John opened his
mouth to reply, and then his aunt’s face hardened yet more. She was
glaring at something behind him. He turned to see Mary framed in the
doorway, baby Julia in her arms. “Hello, Mrs.
Smith, ma’am,” said Mary cooly. “I’m Mary, and this is Julia.” Mimi opened her
mouth to say something, but Mary handed the baby to John and stood toe to
toe with her. “I am Mary Katherine Flanagan Lennon, and I am not a loose
woman. This child is adopted; John and I were not obligated to get married.
I married him because I wanted to, not because I felt I had to. What is
more, we were married by the Church. I married him,” she went on, her
voice becoming gentle, “because I love him. Just like you do. I know you
took care of him while he was growing up, and whether you know it or not,
you really did do a good job. He’s far from perfect, but he’s a good
man. He’s a fine man, and I love him with all of my heart and with
everything that’s in me, just like you do. Now, you’re the closest thing
to a mother I have, for my own mother died several years ago; I want us to
be friends. Do you think that’s possible? Because if you don’t, I think
it would be best if we left right now.” John stepped
closer, shifting the baby to one arm, and placed his other arm around Mary. “So, then,
Mimi,” he said quietly, “Ye’ve met me wife. Would ye like t’ meet
our daughter as well, or shall we be off?” Mimi gave him a
tentative smile. “No sense running off when you’ve come all this way,”
she said in her no-nonsense voice. “So, now, Julia, is it? Your mother
would just be so proud. Let me take a look at her. Mary, child, the
kettle’s on. Do you know your way around the kitchen?” Mary nodded,
and Mimi went on, “Then you shall make the tea while I get acquainted with
this little lass. Give her to me, John, you’re holding her as though she
were a roast...” Mary smiled as
she went into the kitchen to see to the tea. *** They spent that
night in the guest room, and Mimi borrowed a cradle from one of her friends
for Julia, declaring that her great-niece would not be sleeping in a drawer.
When at last the drowsy child was ready to be put down to sleep, Mimi
informed John and Mary that she, too, would be going off to bed. “Don’t stay
up too late, John,” she told him, “I’ll be getting breakfast ready at
the usual time, and I’ll expect you to be at table on time.” Mimi bent
to kiss her nephew, and Mary saw the gleam of pride and the love in her
eyes. “That
wasn’t so bad, John,” whispered Mary once Mimi had gone off to bed. “Don’t
relax too much,” he replied. “Yer on trial. She’s gonna keep her eye
on ye, and no mistake. Mark me
words, she’s gonna be watchin’ ye, Mary -- Mimi doesn’t give up that
easy. She’s lullin’ ye into a false sense of security. She’s
diabolical.” John stretched
and looked about the room. “It looks
just like her old house back in Liverpool,” he remarked. “She put
everything in here just as it was there. Are ye tired yet, Mary?” “Not really.
Why? Is there something you want to do?” she asked, running her fingers
across the front of his jeans. He widened his eyes at her. “It’s
naughty ye are, Mrs. Lennon!” he said in a shocked tone. “I was merely
gonna suggest that we sit out on th’ back porch an’ look at th’ water!
Although I must admit, I like yer suggestion better. Do we dare, right here
under her very nose?” “Why not?
We’re married.” replied Mary, “Nothing wrong with expressing our love
for each other.” John stroked
his chin thoughtfully. “You know,” he said after a moment, “Yer that
right. Let’s do that; let’s go on t’bed and express the fuckin’ hell
out of our love.” They went to
their assigned room; Julia was asleep in the borrowed cradle, and Mary
turned down the bed while John undressed. She pulled her dress up over her
head and folded it over a chair, then began to remove her stockings. John
began humming David Rose’s ‘The Stripper’ as she finished undressing,
and she threw a stocking at him; it fluttered and settled on his head, and
he pulled it off, dropped it carelessly to the floor, and seized her. “C’mere, ye
sexy wench,” he growled, pulling her close and kissing her fiercely. “I
wanna express me love for ye all night long.” “Sssh, John,
please,” she hissed, putting a hand to his mouth. “She’ll hear us!” “I thought ye
said it was okay -- yer not backin’ out on me, are ye, Mary, ‘cos I do
believe I c’n demand me marital due!” His eyes were shining, but he kept
his voice down a bit. Mary smacked his hands, which were running insistently
over her body, trying not to laugh out loud at his antics. “Okay, just
be quiet, for goodness sake! Wait a minute, let me go,” she told him. He
released her, and she went into the bathroom and turned on the shower. She
returned to him and put her arms around his neck, tipping her head back for
a kiss. “Now,” she
said softly, “Be good.” “Oh, I’ve
had no complaints,” he replied, sweeping her up and placing her gently
upon the bed. “Never fear;
I’ll be better than good. I’ll do me best.” He stretched himself out
beside her and wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in her hair,
kissing the side of her neck. She turned in his arms to face him, and he
kissed her deeply, his warm tongue exploring her mouth lazily. She responded
with rising passion, clinging to him, moving against him urgently. “Ahh, gurrl,”
he whispered huskily, “If ye move like that, this won’t last long.
Ye’d better calm down -- ye know what that does t’ me.” “I’m not
too worried,” she told him. “If it’s short, you’ll be ready again
quick enough.” He grinned and
grabbed her again. “Ye know me too well,” he said before he claimed her
mouth once more. Mary reached
down and stroked him gently, making him moan softly. She moved down his body
and took him into her mouth, and he groaned loudly. She released him and
said, “Shh!” again. He nodded and put the corner of a pillow into his
mouth, and Mary continued. He tangled his fingers in her hair, his breath
coming in short, harsh gasps, trying not to move, lest he choke her. When he
finally shuddered and moaned, Mary lifted herself up and laid her head upon
his chest, feeling his heart pounding beneath her cheek. After a few
moments, his heartbeat and breathing returned to normal, and she pulled him
close again. “My turn,”
she whispered. “I want you so badly, baby -- “ “Wouldn’t
think o’ disappointin’ a lady,” he said, rolling over and pinning her
beneath him. She smiled up at him, and his adoration of her was clear in his
eyes. “Do you know
how much I love you, John?” she asked in a soft whisper. He bent his head
to kiss her. “Almost as
much as I love me beautiful wife, I bet,” he replied. Mary blinked back
the tears that sprang to her eyes, and John kissed her, a long and lingering
one this time. She could feel him throbbing against her thigh, and she moved
sideways and up to capture him, catching her breath as he entered her. “Ahhh, Mary,
me love,” he said gently, “Nice an’ easy, just for you...well, mostly.
A little for me.” He began to move slowly, deeply inside of her, making
her shiver and wrap her legs around his waist. She swung her hips in the
rhythm that he set, riding the swell of pleasure that he was building within
her, moaning softly, trying to be quiet. She opened her eyes and looked up
into his face; his eyes were intense, his lips a thin line as he held
himself back. She whispered that she was ready, and he let his breath out
and began to move rapidly, slamming into her several more times, until the
feeling grew too big for her to contain and overcame her completely. “Baby,” he
gasped when he started to come, “Oh, Jesus, gurrl -- “ and then he was
pushing into her as deeply as he could, and she was clinging to him, her
heart pounding with mad joy as his movements ceased except for the spasms
she could still feel ebbing away so deep inside. At last he
collapsed upon her, breathing hard. When he rolled off onto his back and
reached for a cigarette, she scooted into the bathroom to shut the water off
in the shower. John was sitting up in bed when she returned, regarding her
with amusement. “Mimi’s
gonna expect us t’ be very clean when we go down t’ breakfast in th’
mornin’,” he remarked. Mary climbed into bed with him and settled in the
crook of his arm; he crushed out his cigarette and scooched down under the
covers with her, kissing her once more before drifting off to sleep. *** When Mary woke
up in the morning, John was in the shower. She hurried in to join him. “Ooh,” he
said as she slipped into the shower, “Didn’t get enough last night,
baby? Still hungry, are ye?” Mary dodged his
fingers and started shampooing her hair. “Behave, John,” she said, and
he stepped back, raising his hands. “Oops, sorry,
ye just make it hard for me t’ restrain meself,” he explained. “But
I’ll try to be good.” He looked so cute with his hair all wet and his
penitent face that Mary laughed and gave him a hug and a kiss. “Okay, now
yer sendin’ me some mixed signals here,” he told her. “Must I behave,
or might I be just a bit naughty?” “Behave. Go
get dressed,” she said decisively. “You can be naughty as you like
later. I promise; I’ll make it up to you. But I have to get ready and
bathe the baby, then we have to get downstairs. I smell bacon cooking.” “Mmmm,
bacon!” he said happily. “An’
then later, sex! This is gonna be a great day!” While Mary
showered, John dried his hair as best he could with a towel and got into his
clothes. Julia was awake, and he undressed her and took her into the bath,
where Mary was just testing the temperature of the water. Finding it
satisfactory, she popped their daughter into the tub, supporting her with
one hand while washing her with the other. Once that was done, she wrapped
the baby in a dry towel and handed her back to John, who whisked her back to
the bedroom and diapered her. Mary came into the room wrapped in a towel and
told him, “Hey, honey, you’re getting pretty good at that.” John looked up
and gave her a grin. “Yeah, well, if anyone had told me a few months ago
that I’d ever be doin’ this, I’d’ve told ‘em they were daft,” he
declared. He opened the smallest suitcase and chose a yellow dress for Julia
and set about getting her into that as well. By the time he
was finished, Mary was dressed in her stockings and slip and was looking
through another case for a dress for herself. “Ye look good
th’ way ye are, y’know,” he told her with an appreciative leer. “Thanks,”
she replied, shimmying into a light blue shift, “But I doubt your auntie
would agree.” John scooped
the baby up and carried her to the kitchen to get her a bottle, and Mary
made the bed and put their clothes away, clean ones in the cases, dirty ones
in the sack she’d brought for laundry. They would have to do a wash soon. When she
entered the kitchen, John was sitting at the table with little Julia in his
arms, the baby working earnestly at emptying her bottle. He looked up at her
and smiled. “Ah, here’s
Mummy,” he said. “See how pretty she looks! I’ve got the best lookin’
gurrls there are, right in this very room!” “Why, thank
you dear,” said Mimi, placing John’s breakfast in front of him. “Or
did you just mean the younger ladies?” “Keep th’
pancakes comin’, Mimi, an’ you’ll be th’ prettiest of all in these
eyes,” replied John, handing Julia to Mary and grabbing his fork. “Mmmm,
blueberry, me favorite!” Once breakfast
was done, Mary helped Mimi clean up the kitchen despite her protestations.
John lugged the suitcases out to the car, and by the time everything was
done, he and Mary were ready to be on their way. “Are you sure
you can’t stay another night, John?” his aunt asked, handing Julia back
to Mary. “I would if I
could, but I’m back in th’ tomorrow,” he replied, “So I really need
t’ get started back t’ London today. We’ve a few more stops t’
make.” He kissed his aunt’s cheek and gave her a quick hug, and she
clung to him a moment longer, unwilling to let him go so easily. When she
released him, Mary gave her a hug. “You take
good care of my Johnny,” whispered Mimi, “He’s not as tough as he
thinks he is, you know.” “Yes, I do
know that,” Mary replied. “But let’s not let him know we
know. It’d spoil things for him.” Mimi smiled and
went around to the driver’s side of the car; John was seated behind the
wheel, and Julia was almost asleep in her blanket nest in the back seat,
walled in by the cases and looking very comfortable indeed. “Now you
behave! And take care with your driving. Pay attention to the road,” his
aunt told John. “I will. Bye,
Auntie,” he replied. Mary climbed in beside him, and they were off. *** Later that
evening, after their trip in the car, then the plane, they climbed into
their own car at the airport and drove back to the house. Mary got out of
the car and stretched. “I want to
take a nice warm bath,” she declared, opening the back door and extracting
the baby from her blanket nest. “As soon as I get this little angel down
for the night, that’s just what I intend to do.” John was
pulling the suitcases out of the car, and he raised his head to look at her. “Yeah, well,
I’m pretty hungry,” he said. “Better fix me some dinner first, woman,
or I won’t have th’ strength t’ make mad, passionate love to ye all
night!” Mary smiled at
him. “We can’t have that,” she told him. “I’ll fix you something
first, of course. I’m a little peckish myself.” She was halfway up the
steps with the baby in her arms when John, who had been following her to the
door, set the cases down and fished the keys out of his pocket. He opened
the door and stood in front of her, blocking her way. “Give her
t’ me,” he said, “And wait here -- promise ye won’t move!” Puzzled, Mary
handed him the baby. John took Julia into the house and deposited her gently
in the playpen in the living room, then returned to the porch and scooped
Mary up into his arms. She squealed
and wrapped her arms around his neck. “What are you doing?” she asked,
and he gave her a dazzling smile. “I’m
carryin’ ye over th’ threshold, what else?” he replied. “This is th’
first time home since we got married, so I hafta carry ye over; surely
ye’v heard o’ that tradition, Mary, me bride.” “How
lovely,” she said, laying her head upon his shoulder. “You really can be
romantic, sometimes.” “Yeah,” he
answered, setting her on her feet inside the house, “Well, don’t be
starvin’ that get about; ye’ll destroy me reputation.” “Oh, don’t
worry about that. Your bad reputation is safe with me, Mr. Lennon. I won’t
tell a soul how sweet you really are. You get the suitcases, and I’ll get
your dinner. Julia looks pretty happy for now; I’ll see to her once I get
something cooking.” “Sounds
great,” he told her, heading out to bring in the luggage. “Oh,” she
called after him, “And just put that sack of dirty laundry by the washing
machine; I’ll get to it in the morning.” “Will do! Now
go cook, woman, I’m starving’!” *** Later on, with
the baby put to bed and the dinner dishes finished, Mary relaxed in the
bathtub until she nearly fell asleep. She climbed out and wrapped herself in
a towel, then headed for the bedroom to get ready for bed. John was nowhere
in sight; after she’d put on her nightgown and checked on the sleeping
baby, Mary went down the hall to look for him. He was sprawled out on the
couch in the living room, fast asleep with the TV on. She smiled and
turned off the TV set, then went over and sat on the arm of the couch by
John’s head. His face looked so relaxed when he was sleeping, making him
appear younger and very vulnerable. Mary never tired of watching him sleep,
although she knew that if he had been aware of it, he would have laughed and
said she was soft. After a few moments, she knelt beside him and brushed his
hair back off his face. He stirred and mumbled something unintelligible, and
she pressed her lips against his forehead. He opened his eyes and looked up
at her in surprise. “What’re ye
doin’?” he asked. “I thought ye were gonna be takin’ a bath...I was
just gettin’ ready t’ come an’ join ye in th’ tub.” “I’ve been
done for half an hour,” she told him. “Come on, let’s go to bed.” “Hmph, I
must’ve dozed off a bit,” he replied. “Alright, then, I’m comin’.
You go ahead, I’ll check th’ doors and make sure everything is locked up
proper.” Mary went and
settled herself into bed, and in a few moments John came into the room and
stood by the side of the bed, undressing. “I don’t
know why ye bothered t’ put on a nightgown,” he told her, “I’m gonna
have ye out of it in two shakes, ye know.” He climbed under the blankets
beside her and took her into his arms, kissing her neck, breathing in her
warm, comforting scent. “God, how I
love ye,” he murmured, and his voice trailed off with a soft snore. Stay Tuned for More Stories in this Series! |
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Angel Godiva was
actually was given that nickname by John Lennon, whom she met in L.A. in
1974 on her 21st birthday. She had yards of hair back then.
She lives in Northern Connecticut
with her second husband, and has been a Beatles fan since 1964, when she
was 11. The high point of her life was meeting and getting to know
John (though she never saw him again after he returned to NYC).
She also writes poetry, and is
currently working with an editor friend on her first novel.
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