|
A few weeks later, John came
bounding into the house waving a sheaf of papers. He was smiling happily,
and he threw the papers onto the kitchen table and grabbed Mary, who had
been washing dishes. Lifting her off her feet, he swung her around and
kissed her hard on her cheek. "It's finally
finished," he told her excitedly. "The divorce is over; we cn' get
married now, gurrl, there's nothin' t'stop us!" He set her down and
picked up little Julia, who was in her infant seat on the countertop beside
the sink. "Didja hear that,
Puss?" he asked, beaming at the baby, who fixed her eyes attentively
upon him as she always did; her eyes were more focused now, and she treated
him to a burp and one of those tentative looking new baby grins. "Yer
Mum an' I are gonna get married, an' yer gonna be there, too! Then we're
gonna go on a nice trip somewhere -- she's decidin' where, as soon as I find
out I'll tell ye." He set the baby back in her seat and turned to Mary
again. "So, have ye given any
thought as t'where ye'd like t'go?" he asked, pulling her over to a
chair; he sat down and Mary settled in his lap.
She put her arms around his neck and kissed him tenderly. He tipped
his head back and regarded her down his nose, his eyes sparkling.
"Anyplace ye've always wanted t'go? Just name it; I'll take ye
there." Mary buried her face against his
neck, breathing his scent. She thought that if they blindfolded her and had
her smell a thousand men there, she would know him instantly. "Well, there is one place
I've always wanted to go," she said after a moment. "Could we go
to Liverpool? I want to see where you grew up." He stared at her in shocked
amazement, then threw his head back and laughed until there were tears in
his eyes. "Of all the places in th'world," he finally managed to
choke, "Ye wanna go to th'Pool?" He shook his head in amused
disbelief. "We could go anywhere, mind -- Hawaii, Tahiti, fuckin' Fiji
-- yer serious, ye wanna go t'th'Pool." Mary nodded her head
enthusiastically. "Yes; I want to see the places you played in as a
child, where you went to school -- I want to see your old house, and the
places in your songs -- the places you performed before you got famous – I
want to see all of them! Will you take me there? Please?” He hugged her to him, kissing
her soundly. “I’d take yer t’th’ fuckin’ moon, if that’s
where ye wanted t’go,” he replied. “Of course I’ll take ye there.
Hawaii’s not goin’ anywhere. We’ll go there another time. So, when
d’ya think th’big day should be?” “Right away,” she told him.
“I haven’t got any family anymore, except for my brother, and he’s in
County Cork; John, could we get married there? Father O’Casey is the same
priest who christened me. I grew up in that church; could we be married
there, or do you have other plans?” “As long as nobody finds out
ahead o’ time, we can go anywhere,” he replied. “We’d have t’keep
it dead secret, like. I’ll tell th’lads, they’ll wanna be there, but
otherwise we’re all set. If we travel separately an’ in disguise, it
should all be over before anyone gets wind of it. You set it up, gurrl,
an’ just let me know what th’date’s t’be. I’ll take care of
th’rest.” *** There was little need for much
preparation; the church was reserved, and Father O'Casey sworn to silence,
and a week later John and Mary, traveling as Mr. and Mrs. Sean Riley, were
on their way to County Cork, Ireland, for their marriage ceremony. "Maybe this time I'll
actually be able t'hear th'fuckin' ceremony," John said to Mary on the
plane. "Th'first time I was married there was someone just outside with
a bloody jackhammer an' I couldn't even hear what was bein' said." He
sighed and pulled Mary close, and she leaned her head against his shoulder.
"It was too bad that it didn't work out with me'n'Cyn," he
said softly. "I never wanted t'hurt her. God knows she did her level
best with me. She loved me with all that was in her, like you do,
Mary," he went on, kissing Mary's soft hair gently. "We hadn't
planned on marriage, but then when she turned up preggers, well, it was th'
thing I felt I had t'do, y'know. Not that I didn't love her; I did -- but we
just didn't work out together. We didn't fit exactly right, but we tried --
it was just too much for her, an' I was so frustrated an' angry; not at her,
mind, but at meself. I just couldn't seem t'get it right, an' me frustration
came out all directed at her. I thought she'd have t'take it, y'see, bein'
th'wife. But in the end, I found out that she didn't hafta take it at all,
an' she just took Julian an' moved out. I didn't love her enough, an' I
didn't get t'know our child at all. I regret that, Mary. I wanna make things
right with Julian, an' I don't wanna mess anything up with our sweet gurrl,
here. Or with you -- I want
this t'really work, Mary. I don't wanna fail again, not with...." "It will work," Mary
replied, "It feels right. I never thought I would find a man that I
would feel this way about, not after Matt…hurt me. But then I met
you…and I didn't like you at all." "That's lovely," said
John, "Yer makin' me blush beneath yer praise." "Well, it's true," she
replied, kissing his cheek. "I love you now, of course, but when I came
to work for you, I thought you were the most horrible man I had ever met.
You were rude, cynical, arrogant and disgusting -- bringing home all those
women all the time, all that drinking, and that day when you came out into
the kitchen naked…" she blushed, recalling her horror when she'd
turned around and seen him standing there. "Oh, yeah," he said,
nodding thoughtfully. "It was right after that when ye declared yer
love for me. I guess ye were pretty impressed." "I thought you were
vile," Mary told him primly. "I love it when ye talk
dirty to me," he answered wryly. "Tell me more." "Even though I couldn't
stand you, I couldn't stop thinking about you. And there were
dreams..." At this, he tipped his head back
and raised his eyebrows at her, giving her an amused look down his nose.
"Dreams, huh," he said with a grin, "Tell me about 'em." "Never mind," she told
him. "I'll just leave it up to your very active imagination. I'll tell
you exactly when it was that I fell in love with you. It was when you came
home that night and apologized for making me look at you naked. Then you
kissed me and walked away without demanding any more. It was then that I
knew that I loved you." Just then, baby Julia woke and
began to whimper. John watched Mary extract the baby's bottle from her bag
and begin to feed their daughter. He smiled warmly, his eyes shining with
love for them both. He had to admit that he had been frightened when the
child's mother had accused him of being the father. The woman had demanded
that he marry her, which of course he had refused to do, but then she had
been killed in a car accident. The baby had been taken by caesarean and had
survived. As it turned out, John was not the baby's father, but he had
agreed to adopt the child just the same at Mary's request. He had to admit,
he was thrilled that they had done it. He was completely in love with both
Mary and their new daughter. By the time the baby had been
fed and burped, they were landing in Ireland. Within half an hour, they were
walking into the little church that Mary had attended all of her life before
moving to London in 1963 following her parents' death. Mary's brother was sitting in
the front of the church. When
he heard the door open, he turned and saw his sister. He got up and came
towards her, his arms open for a hug. "Mary," he said,
gathering her close. "I'm just that glad to see you. It's been an
age." Once she had drawn away, Mary
grabbed John by the hand and pulled him forward. "Chris," she said to
her brother, "meet John, the man I'm marrying here today." John extended his hand and the
two men shook warmly. "How do you do, John,"
said Chris, "Have you been knowing Mary for long?" "About a year, give or
take," replied John, taking off his sunglasses and removing his hat,
"She was keeping house for me, an'…" He got no further. Chris was
staring at him in open-mouthed astonishment. "Mary," he gasped.
"But this is -- isn't he -- aren't you…" "Yes, he's John
Lennon," she said, and John pulled her close and kissed her cheek.
"I'm sorry not to have told you, but we needed to keep it a secret so
that there wouldn't be crowds of people thronging outside." They were interrupted when the
door opened again, and the color drained from Chris' face when he saw the
other three guests come in. "Mother o' God," he
whispered, "And there's the rest of 'em." *** Paul, George and Ringo had come
in a rented van and had taken off their disguises as soon as they were
behind the tinted glass, so they were entirely recognizable as they entered
the church. "Didn't stay long on the
market, did you, John?" asked Paul, clapping his friend on the
shoulder. He offered his hand to Chris. "I'm Paul," he went on.
"But you look like you already recognize the lot of us." "Yes," Chris replied
with a sheepish grin, "I've been a fan for years. I'm that glad to meet
you all." The men all shook hands as Mary stood beside John, beaming
happily. Once he had become used to the idea that his sister was marrying
one of the Beatles, Chris took notice of baby Julia for the first time. "Who's this, then?" he
asked, his eyes widening in surprise. He looked at Mary. "Mary,"
he said, "Is she -- are you…" "This is Julia," Mary
replied, taking the baby from John and handing her to Chris. "She's
adopted, Chris. But you'd never know it for the way we both adore her." Chris held the baby and looked
down into her little face. She stared back at him and favored him with one
of her open-mouthed smiles. "She's lovely," Chris
said. "What made you decide to adopt a child before you got married,
though?" "That's a long story,"
Mary answered, taking Julia back from her brother. Paul reached for her, and
Mary did not hesitate to relinquish her to the care of one of her adoring
"uncles." By the time the priest arrived
on the scene, Paul was playing with the baby, George was deep into a
conversation about gardening with Chris, and Ringo was telling John and Mary
about a new house he'd been looking at the day before that was not far from
theirs. "Father O'Casey!" Mary
cried, running to throw her arms around him. He gave her a broad smile and
patted her back as she embraced him, then took both her hands in his and
looked about at the wedding guests. "I wouldn't have believed
it if I hadn't seen it for myself," he said in an awed voice, "'Tis
them, to be sure. What grand company you've been keeping, Mary, my child!
And this one here, he's the groom, is he?" John shook hands with the priest
and remarked that he was pleased to meet him. "Mary's told me a lot
about yer," he said. "She didn't tell me
anything about you," replied Father O'Casey, "But I know about
you, just the same. I followed that rather sensational story a year or so
ago, with all the trouble in America." John looked stricken, and the
priest hastened to add, "No, no, 'tis not your fault, lad -- you said
nothing wrong. Ill-advised, I will admit, but not wrong. You spoke the
truth. It was just a truth that was hard for a lot of people to hear." John's relief was clear upon his
face, and he smiled at the priest. "I'm glad y'understand," he
said quietly. "I never dreamed that a small remark like that would get
so blown out of proportion. I didn't mean to upset everyone." "Well," the priest
added in a conspiratorial fashion, "I'm sure it didn't upset anyone who
really matters in the grand scheme o' things, son." He cocked a thumb
at the crucifix behind the altar, and John smiled outright, deciding that he
liked the priest very much. The
two of them continued to chat for a few moments, then Father O'Casey clapped
his hands to get everyone's attention. "If you'll all come
forward," he said in a loud voice, "We've the matter of a wedding
to attend to. Now, ordinarily, I would not be allowed to perform a second
marriage for a divorced party, but since Mr. Lennon's first marriage was a
civil ceremony, we have dispensation, and we are able to proceed." He smiled warmly at Mary.
"I watched this girl grow up," he went on. "I christened her,
I heard her first confession, and I confirmed her. Now I have the happy task
ahead to perform her wedding. It seems that she's chosen a fine young man,
and I feel confident that he will take good care of her and love her. You
will do that, won't you, my son?" "Ye cn' count on it,"
replied John earnestly, taking Mary's hand. "Well, then," said the
priest happily, "Suppose we begin.
Now, which of you fine young gentlemen here is the best man?" Paul handed the baby to Ringo
and stepped forward. "That'd be me," he said. "Ah, young Mr. McCartney,
is it?" asked Father O'Casey. "Very good. You stand here, beside
your young friend." The priest looked about and then addressed Mary.
"I don't see any other ladies; who is it that's to stand up for you,
Mary?" "Is Mrs. O'Donnell still
with you?" she asked. "Why, yes -- she's just
over at the house; shall I call her?" "Please," Mary
replied. "I'd love to have her here. She was always so nice to me...to
all of us children, really. She'd be perfect." "Well, she's right over to
the house, just next door. If
one of you young gentlemen would..." "I'll go," Paul
volunteered. Ten minutes later, Paul returned
with the plump housekeeper on his arm. He was escorting her as gallantly as
if she were the Queen, and she was obviously completely enchanted with him. "Mrs. Elizabeth O'Donnell
is here," Paul announced. He released the woman and kissed her hand
before turning her over to Mary for a welcoming hug. "Remember," he told
the furiously blushing lady, "I'm the best man, and you are the matron
of honor, so you owe me the first dance." When everyone was settled,
Father O'Casey began the ceremony. "Dearly beloved," he said,
smiling at all those assembled before him, "We are here to celebrate a
joyous occasion, the marriage of this man and this woman standing here
before me. I know this woman; I have known her since she was a babe no older
than this one here." He indicated Julia, who was sleeping just now,
safe in Uncle Ritchie's arms. "I never knew a sweeter child than our
Mary, and it pleases me to be fortunate enough to be the one she requested
to conduct her marriage today, and I am delighted that she has found such a
fine young man to become her husband. I do not know young John here, but I
feel as though I do, and what I know of him, I like and respect very much.
He is without question an honest man, and he does not shirk from saying what
he knows to be true and defending his beliefs. I know he is a sensitive man,
because I have heard the words that he has written sung over the radio for a
few years now. I know he loves Mary, because I am looking at him with her
right now, and his love is plain upon his face. I would trust that he will
love and care for her, but here is where I must ask, just to be sure that
this is a proper wedding ceremony. So, John Winston Lennon, before God and
those assembled here, I now ask you; will you promise to love Mary Flanagan,
to keep her safe, to honor and protect her, and to give your love and
devotion to her alone, for as long as you both shall live?" "I will," John
replied, "I promise." "And you, Mary Katherine
Flanagan, will you promise before God and those assembled here that you will
love John Lennon, to care for him, comfort him, to honor him and to give
your love and devotion to him alone for as long as you both shall
live?" Mary looked at John, and she
smiled gently at him. "That I will," she whispered. "I could
do no less." "Now, the rings. Who has
them?" asked the priest, and Paul, eyes sparkling, made a great show of
pretending he had lost them. After a moment, during which John was giving
Paul the evil eye and Mary looked decidedly nervous, Paul produced the rings
and handed them to Father O'Casey, who gave one to John, and one to Mary. "All right," the
priest continued, "Now, John, if you will repeat after me; I, John,
take you Mary, to be my lawfully wedded wife..." *** Once the vows were repeated and
the rings were on, Father O'Casey told John that he could kiss his new
bride. He swept her into his arms as if she were Scarlett O'Hara to his
Rhett Butler and kissed her as though it was their first real kiss; in a
way, it actually was. After a moment or two, the other Beatles began nudging
one another and choking back laughter. Mrs. O'Donnell and Chris looked
a bit uncomfortable as the kiss wore on, and finally Father O'Casey cleared
his throat. George stepped forward and tapped John on the shoulder.
"Eh, John, have you had enough, then? Save some o'that for the
honeymoon, mate!" he said, and his smile could be heard as well as
seen. At last, Mary was released, and she was flushed but obviously quite
happy. She was immediately seized by
Paul, who declared that as best man, he was entitled to be the first to kiss
the bride. John cried, "No tongue, Paulie, or I'll cripple ye! An' that
goes for th'rest of you lot too!" Hugs and kisses were exchanged all
around and the group was on their way to the reception hall *** The reception was held in the
church basement, and the boys pronounced the acoustics to be excellent, so
they fetched their instruments from the van. In a little while, they were
set up, and they began to play. John and Mary danced their first dance to
Paul's rendition of “And I Love Her”, during which he winked at the
furiously blushing and entirely delighted Mrs. O'Donnell. "We've never danced
before," whispered Mary as John held her close in the middle of the
room. "Ah, but we have,"
replied John, "We were just callin' it by a different name." Mary had never been happier; a
whole lifetime was ahead of her now, and to be honest, it had bothered her a
bit that she had been living with a man to whom she was not married. That
was not often done, and it did carry some stigma. She had thought more than
once that her mother would have been ashamed if she had been alive to know
about it. But now everything would be fine; she was John's wife, and he was
her husband. That was a strange thing to think of, and when he released her
with a final kiss and went to take his place on the tiny stage, she realized
for the first time that she was the wife of a music icon. Of course, she had known it all
along, but it had never quite struck her full force before. It was odd to
think of it; to Mary, he had always been just a person; first he was her
employer, a musician who she did not care for personally. This was not to
say that Mary did not like the Beatles music. Like her brother, she had been
a fan from the beginning, but she had never really given much thought to the
members of the band as individuals, having already been an adult when they
achieved world fame. But then she had fallen in love with John, and she saw
him as the man she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. The Beatles
was his job to her, and not really a large part of his identity. For John, this was one of the
things he loved about her. Mary saw him as John and not as Beatle John. This
was a refreshing change from the hordes of young women who wanted to spend
the night with a Beatle -- and usually any of the four would do -- so that
they could brag to her friends about it afterwards. He was pleased to have
found someone to share his life with who was not interested in being seen
with him, but with really seeing him. As Mary stood beside Father
O'Casey, whose foot was tapping with the music and who was grinning from ear
to ear, she was startled by the realization that The Beatles were playing at
her wedding reception, and not just her husband and his friends. It was a
shock to her to see them in this new light; it was going to take some
getting used to. Paul left the stage when John
came up, and swung the plump Mrs. O'Donnell out onto the dance floor. The
song they danced to was “Do You Want To Know A Secret”, and Paul sang it
to the delighted lady as he danced with her. He released her halfway through
the song; she was winded but obviously thrilled. He kissed her hand and then
swept Mary out into the middle of the room for a turn. When Paul returned to the stage,
Chris danced with his sister. He was awestruck by the fact that the Beatles
were playing here in the basement of their local church, and that his sister
had just married John Lennon. "If he ever hurts you, Mary," said
Chris seriously, "I will make him wish he'd never been born." "I don't think that will be
necessary, Chris. You don't know him; he loves me. He really does. I know he
would never hurt me, not on purpose." "On purpose or not, 'tis
all the same to me," declared Chris. "He'd just better treat you
right, is all I'm sayin'." It was about this time that
Father O'Casey noticed several faces at the window, each wearing the same
astonished expression. After conferring briefly with the Beatles, he sent
Chris to invite them in. As it happened, half the town was outside, and soon
there was barely room to walk in the room, let alone dance. The teenagers
and young adults could hardly believe their luck; they were getting to see a
real Beatles concert, up close and personal, and even baby Julia seemed to
be having a wonderful time with Father O'Casey and Mrs. O'Donnell. To Mary, it was obvious that the
four men on stage were in their element; they joked with the audience,
snacked on the food that John had arranged ahead to be delivered, and drank
plenty of beer. Some young men were dispatched to the local grocer's and the
pub for more provisions, and the party went on well into the night. This must have been what they
had been like before fame had taken their freedom away, Mary realized. They
seemed younger, and carefree, laughing together and making their music fill
the room and beyond, for the tiny basement could not contain it all. It was
as if for this night, they could forget that the world seemed to think that
it owned them, and that they owed it their lives and their blood, that they
had a responsibility to perform. Tonight they were doing what they loved to
do because they wanted to, and they were having fun. It was plain both to
hear and to see. Mary just filled her soul with the sight of her new
husband, his face shining with joy, singing and playing his heart out,
occasionally seeking her out with his eyes to throw her a wink and a kiss. The only thing that happened to
bother her at all was when she saw Paul leaving with one of the girls. She
knew very well that he had a serious relationship with his girlfriend Jane;
yet he seemed to have forgotten that. George and Ringo were both married,
and although they did not leave with anyone, they seemed to be making no
effort to fight off the girls that clustered around them once they'd left
the stage. In Mary's opinion, they were acting in a very inappropriate
fashion indeed! She saw a few kisses being exchanged. To his credit, John did not
respond to the women vying for his attention. He smiled at them and said,
“Please, ladies, not in front of th’wife!” and came directly to her as
soon as he came offstage. He stuck by her side until the last guest had gone
and the room was empty except for the two of them. John sat on the edge of
the little stage and pulled Mary onto his lap. “Are ye happy, love?” he
asked, kissing her softly. “I’ve never been happier,”
she replied. “It was a wonderful day.” He kissed her again, more deeply
this time, and Ringo came back in to collect some more equipment and pack it
into the van. He did not quite trust the local kids to handle his beloved
drums. “I’ve just seen Mrs.
O’Donnell,” he told them. “She wants to know if you want her to put
Julia down for the night; she’s having a grand time with her, but the
little lass is I’ as wearified as the old lady.” “Oh, we’ll go over and get
her,” said Mary. “Please tell her we’ll come in a minute.” Ringo smiled. “Nah, you two
just go on ahead with yer ‘talk’. I’ll send George. The lazy sod may
as well make hisself useful, just sittin’ about while I have to trundle
back and forth with all me gear.” “You could’ve let some
o’th’kids do that for ye, Ritch,” said John, “They’d’ve been
just that thrilled, ye know.” “Are you daft? And take a
chance on I’ somethin’ broke? Not bloody likely,” replied Ringo.
“I’d sooner do it meself and be sure everything’s safe.” And with
that, he hoisted his bass drum and carried it up the basement steps,
muttering to himself about his precious equipment as he went. A few minutes later, “Uncle
George” returned with a very tired little girl and handed her to Mary. “Congratulations, Mary. You
too, John,” he said, hugging his friend. “I guess the rest of us will be
pushin’ off now. Paul’s come back, and he’s already asleep in the van.
By the time we get to the airport there won’t be much of tonight left as
it is. We’ll probably hafta wake up the pilot. Have a good time back at
home, John, and take good care of this lovely new family of yours. I’ll
see ya when ya get back. I’ve just spoken to Pattie on the phone over to
the pub, and she says congratulations, too. She said to tell you that she
hated to miss it, but Mo was so sick that she felt she ought to stay with
her.” “Give her our love,” replied
Mary. “Both of them. And please tell Maureen that I hope she feels better
soon. I’ll be sure to visit both of them when we get back to London next
week.” *** After George had gone and they
heard the van pull away and drive off, John took the baby from Mary and held
her up near his face. She grabbed for his glasses, and he pulled back just
out of reach. "Whist, gurrl," he said, smiling lovingly at her.
"Guess what? Yer dad's made an honest woman of yer mum now. She's no
longer the wicked, wanton woman she once was. Daddy and Mummy are married
proper now, an' ye cn' hold yer head up proud." "Hush, telling her such
things!" Mary said, taking the baby back, holding her close and kissing
the top of her head. "It sounds like that's the only reason you married
me." John looked at her, all
innocence. "Y'mean it's not?" he asked, feigning shock. "What
other reason could there -- oh, ye mean th' love. Well, that was part of it
too, I suppose..." and before Mary could open her mouth to protest
again, he kissed her lips soundly. "Now," he said softly,
"How about puttin' this little lass t'bed an' gettin' t'th' honeymoon?
We'd better move before th' pub closes. We're spendin' th' night there
tonight, an' then back to England in th' mornin'. Come 'ead, Mrs. Lennon.
I'm not done dancin' with ye yet, not by a long shot." *** Once Julia was fed, changed, and
settled into her "bed" (which was actually a large wooden box
lined with plenty of blankets), Mary found herself feeling suddenly shy with
John. She felt as if she had never been alone with him before. She watched
him casually shed his clothing until he stood before her, completely naked.
She could not look at him directly, and he was amused. "What's wrong, Miss Mary --
or should I say Mrs. Lennon? Yer
still dressed. Ye weren't half
so shy last night; is th'thrill gone, now that we're married proper?" "I don't know; I just feel
kind of shy. I'm sorry. It's silly. I'll get over it." "Mary, gurrl," said
John gently, pulling the extra blanket from the foot of the bed and wrapping
part of it around his waist, "Nothin' ye feel is silly t'me." He
sat on the edge of the bed and pulled her down into his lap. She leaned
against him, and to her own horror, she began to cry. He gathered her close
and stroked her hair. "Whist," he whispered, "It's alright,
there's nothin' t'be cryin' about, gurrl, I'm here. Tell me what's
wrong." He was a little scared, and it was evident in his voice. As for
Mary, she was weeping quietly, her shoulders shaking, wetting his neck and
shoulder with her tears. She felt terribly guilty about losing control this
way; this was supposed to be a happy night, and it wasn't that she was sad
-- it was just that… "I love you so much,"
she finally whispered, her voice hitching a bit as she spoke. "It's
like -- it's like the feeling is just too big, and some of it has to spill
over, and it's coming out in tears." "It's not because I'm
sad," he sang into her soft hair, his voice little more than a
whisper, "But you're the only love that I have ever had...I can't
believe it's happened to me; I can't conceive of any more misery..." "That's right! That's it,
that's how I feel exactly! You always know, and that's such a pretty song.
Did you write that one?" "That I did," he
replied, "And ye must've been who I wrote it for, too, although I never
knew it at th' time. But it goes t'show ye; I know exactly how ye feel,
mainly 'cos I feel th'same meself." He continued to hold her, one
hand toying with her hair. "If ye want, we cn'just go t'sleep, I cn'
just hold ye. C'mon, let's be off t'bed. It's nearly tomorra." Mary got up and pulled her dress
up over her head. "What would be the fun in that?" she asked him,
reaching around to unfasten her bra. She tossed it aside, then slipped her
panties off and set to work on her stockings, smiling at him as she undid
the garters. "I want to play with my new husband before I go to
bed." John smiled at her and, flinging
the blanket away, he reached for her. "That's me gurrl," he said
in a throaty growl. "C'mere, woman." She went to him and he pulled
her down into the bed on top of himself. Her hair fell forward and hung like
a curtain, obscuring both their faces. "I love ye, gurrl," he
said quietly, and the words remained between them, shining from his eyes. His breath was warm upon her
face within the shining cave her hair made around their heads. Her throat
tightened, and for a moment she thought the tears would begin again, but
then he was kissing her, and the rest of the world began to disappear. He
gripped her shoulders and flipped her onto her back, his eyes wide and dark,
his face slightly flushed. "God, I want ye," he
groaned, grinding his hardness against her.
"Mary…" She pushed herself up against
him, needing to feel him closer, as close as possible, to feel him deep
inside of her, making them one. She wrapped her legs about his waist,
pulling him close, and entwined her arms about his neck. He kissed her
deeply, his warm tongue exploring her mouth as hungrily and insistently as
it always did. She moved beneath him, capturing him so that he slid smoothly
into her body, and he caught his breath, as she did, at the shock of his
initial penetration. "John," she murmured,
moving with him in the rhythm he chose, "I love you." And then his
mouth was upon hers once again, making speech as impossible as it was
unnecessary. He was moving with urgency; none of his slow, practiced ease
this time. Mary was meeting him stroke for stroke, her hunger equal to his
own. The feeling he always gave her was rising within her, threatening to
spill over; she was trembling on the verge and still reaching. Then he cried
out and thrust as deeply as he could, and she was taken with him, borne
along on top of the crest of the familiar wave of indescribable pleasure. When at last she became aware of
her surroundings again, he was collapsed upon her, still inside, being
alternately gripped and released by the gentle spasms that her body made as
if in protest of turning him loose. They lay still like that for a while
until at last she felt him slip from her body, and she made a small sound of
protest. "In a bit, love, in a
bit," he said softly. "I'm not through with ye yet. Just let me
catch me breath." He rolled off of her and lit a
cigarette. She settled into her spot in the curve of his shoulder. "Are ye still glad ye
married me?" he asked her, blowing smoke towards the ceiling, gently
caressing the soft skin at her waist with his fingertips. She snuggled closer with a happy
sigh. "So happy," she replied. "I'm afraid I'm going to wake
up and this will all be a dream." "Then let's just stay
asleep," he said. "Now, how about one of those special dreams...c'mon,
guurl, let's go again." And he crushed out his cigarette and took her
into his arms once more. |
![]()
|
Angel Godiva was
actually was given that nickname by John Lennon, whom she met in L.A. in
1974 on her 21st birthday. She had yards of hair back then.
She lives in Northern Connecticut
with her second husband, and has been a Beatles fan since 1964, when she
was 11. The high point of her life was meeting and getting to know
John (though she never saw him again after he returned to NYC).
She also writes poetry, and is
currently working with an editor friend on her first novel.
|
![]()
Return to Rooftop Sessions Archive
