While My Heart Gently Weeps

By Susan Hancock

While my heart gently weeps I've loved you from afar
Since all those years ago.
While my soul gently weeps I've understood your struggle between living in a spiritual and materialistic world.
I've tried to "Beware of darkness. Beware of sadness..." but now it
overwhelms me
While my heart gently weeps.
If only I could've met you in the flesh and not just in Spirit
For you are a kindred Spirit that ignited a flame in my Soul forever.
Still...my heart and soul gently weep.
What IS life?
Without your love?
Yes, I have loved you from afar
Since all those years ago.
I must remember, tho,
That the "Darkness only stays at nighttime. In the morning it will fade
away.
All things must pass. All things must pass away."
Since I've loved you from afar thru all the passing years
My heart still gently weeps.
My soul cries out in despair
I cannot stop the tears.
As your gentle soul passes from this concrete, materialistic world
Carry my love with you to that peaceful, Higher Place.
Go with Krishna, God, the Holy One who will love you throughout all
Eternity.
Meanwhile,  my heart and soul are gently SINGING- REJOICING for having known you
Until we meet face-to-face.

Copyright 2003, Susan Hancock

About the Author

Susan Hancock started writing poetry at the ripe old age of nine years.  Her first poem, "War", an anti- war statement,  was published in her elementary school newspaper in Chicago. She has continued to write poetry and publish in various anthologies throughout her life.

Since one cannot usually make a stable living from writing poetry, Susan decided to become a nurse. It also reflects her "te" or inner nature. As a nurse for the Los Angeles School District, she faces a steady influx of needy clients from crying four- year- olds to stressed out teachers.  Writing poetry has always been her therapy- an outlet for coping with the demands of her job and daily stressors.

The Beatles have always been an important piece of the puzzle that completes her.  She considers herself - foremost and utmost - a lifetime Beatlemaniac. Her domestic partner and boyfriend, Eric, has been putting up with this craziness for the 12 years they've been together. Their five spoiled cats have become used to wild dancing and cheering every time a Fab Four song is played on the radio. Such is the life of a muse, nurse, and Beatlemaniac.

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